Baaaaw thread

Mond · Post by **Mond** » Tue Mar 09, 2010 5:08 pm

From Dead Winter.

WouldYouKindly · Post by **WouldYouKindly** » Tue Mar 09, 2010 5:11 pm

i still dont get what drives people to suicide

it just seems stupid to me
ive never wanted to tqake my life and ive had loads of shit dumped on me

Karilyn · Post by **Karilyn** » Tue Mar 09, 2010 5:15 pm

WouldYouKindly wrote:i still dont get what drives people to suicide

it just seems stupid to me
ive never wanted to tqake my life and ive had loads of shit dumped on me

Oh that's easy.

The rational desire to commit suicide is inversely proportional to the probability of life in the future becoming better than life was in the past.

WouldYouKindly · Post by **WouldYouKindly** » Tue Mar 09, 2010 5:17 pm

death shouldnt really be appealing
when i die im not shooting myself like some coward
i want to die in the most awesome way possible, something theyd remember
like being eaten by bees or something

WouldYouKindly · Post by **WouldYouKindly** » Tue Mar 09, 2010 5:23 pm

you felt like commiting suicide because some people beat you up?
thats nothing, with how annoying i am i get that all the time
ive been told im not worth nothing, i laugh in their faces
then punch them for good measure
i got into a lot of fights back then

WouldYouKindly · Post by **WouldYouKindly** » Tue Mar 09, 2010 5:27 pm

oh i was sensitive, i cried and all that
violence meant silence though ;D

Karilyn · Post by **Karilyn** » Tue Mar 09, 2010 5:27 pm

Malum wrote:I have once, Everybody at school bullied me Told me I wasn't worth shit, and a lot of people beat me up.

But when I started to think more about it I realized that The world is a better place than the afterlife

Ehhhh... If you would call my opinion of the neurological processes ceasing to function and ceasing to exist as a person... "an afterlife" Which I suppose you could, if you want me to continue this conversation without bringing religion into it.

Anyway... mehhh, sometimes I wonder if said afterlife wouldn't be better than the world. Actually most of the time I wonder. I've said it before and I'll say it again; the only reason I haven't committed suicide a hundred times over the past 20 years, is because I'm unbelievably terrified of pain and cannot inflict it upon myself.

I'm not afraid of death. But I am afraid of pain. And I'm afraid of failing.

I've spent 15 years lying to myself saying life will get better. It became a pill too hard to swallow, and I stopped believing in it. Now I have resigned to the fact that my life will always be miserable, and if I was strong, the smart thing to do would be to end my life. But since I am not strong enough, I resort myself to the next best thing, and dedicate my life to making other people less miserable, even if I cannot grant that to myself. Through hard work and perseverance, I improve the lives of those around me.

I am the inverted eye of the storm.

Karilyn · Post by **Karilyn** » Tue Mar 09, 2010 5:29 pm

Malum wrote:What did I say Karilyn. What the fuck did i say.

What? I didn't say you were a retard for believing in a magic cloud land.

WouldYouKindly · Post by **WouldYouKindly** » Tue Mar 09, 2010 5:30 pm

Malum wrote:What did he say Karilyn. What the fuck did he say.

Karilyn · Post by **Karilyn** » Tue Mar 09, 2010 5:31 pm

What? I offered a penance of respect his beliefs.

And then he tells me to fuck off.

That's what I get for trying to be polite. Go suck a dick you delusional god worshiping cuntface.

WouldYouKindly · Post by **WouldYouKindly** » Tue Mar 09, 2010 5:32 pm

cuntface is a funny word

Shoolis · Post by **Shoolis** » Tue Mar 09, 2010 5:41 pm

I want to hug you Karilyn.

WouldYouKindly · Post by **WouldYouKindly** » Tue Mar 09, 2010 5:43 pm

good thing we got derailed with insults, this thread just started getting depressing and i never get depressed

Kalekemo · Post by **Kalekemo** » Tue Mar 09, 2010 5:45 pm

Idk, there are some pretty depressing Calvin and Hobbes comics on the web that shouldn't be too hard to find.

I could always round up a few of them

Shoolis · Post by **Shoolis** » Tue Mar 09, 2010 5:46 pm

And then I stopped looking at this thread.