I don't like beeing alone, even when I'm with someone I don't know or don't like that much it is still better for me then beeing somewhere with no one.
And there is this one thing which bothers me a lot... I like hugging people I like a lot, or sitting next to them so the arms touch somehow, or taking them by their hand. The problem is, I'm not only too shy to do it, as much as I would love to, it would probably be weird for the other one too when I would do something like this.
"Alright so where should we go n- uhm Tatzel, why are you holding my hand"
And most people I'd like to interact with like this are far away in different countries.
Augh
Tatzel wrote:
And there is this one thing which bothers me a lot... I like hugging people I like a lot, or sitting next to them so the arms touch somehow, or taking them by their hand. The problem is, I'm not only too shy to do it, as much as I would love to, it would probably be weird for the other one too when
;-;
Yeah...that's my problem too. Although there is only a mercifuly small number of people that I actualy have the problem with.
Oh...funfact: I punch walls alot when i get angry or upset. My parents have said that, while they don't want me to do it, as long as I fix the hole they'll look the other way. I have anger management issues...
Its strange that you get hugged by people you just met, but maybe you just come off as someone who you can do that with and you're not aware of it.
And for the people I can interact with like this is at the moment only Tuxedo Mask (but this is a story I don't want to explain), but there have been occassions where I grew me a pair and actually grabbed someones hand or cuddled up with my arm, and lolhey I/he/we fell in love.
Hugging or other ways of ok/pleasant interaction where a problem for me aswell up to one point where I started to like it, maybe you just have to get used to it Sloth.