AWKWARD ZOMBIE

TurboPunz wrote:

Boler wrote:I spend too much time on these forums refreshing the page to see all of TurboPunz avatars

http://www.dropbox.com/sh/9sdannuficlcs ... /Misc/Rose

And somehow I haven't seen all of these yet.

Le Great Handsome Oppressor wrote:Try that with Shazza.

i have 465 icons in my folder, have fun trying to see 'em all

I just thought about a friend who killed himself two years ago and thought "his gigantic collection of books, games, magic cards and movies must be rotting in a cellar at his parent's house. What a waste he didn't give me part of it before he died".
I feel really terrible ...

Kergan wrote:I just thought about a friend who killed himself two years ago and thought "his gigantic collection of books, games, magic cards and movies must be rotting in a cellar at his parent's house. What a waste he didn't give me part of it before he died".
I feel really terrible ...

Dont worry, one of my biggest fears for when my family starts to croak is that I'll end up having to deal with all the crap they accumulated over the years, I'm the second youngest, and its very doubtful there will be more after me and my brother, so eventually, I'll be stuck dealing with it all. I know its selfish to think like that, but...

Boler wrote:

TurboPunz wrote:

Boler wrote:I spend too much time on these forums refreshing the page to see all of TurboPunz avatars

http://www.dropbox.com/sh/9sdannuficlcs ... /Misc/Rose

And somehow I haven't seen all of these yet.

I need to make more but with Homestuck on hiatus and no mafia games or anything to give me inspiration the newest one is Gumshoe from around 4 or so months ago.

Also not all of them are in the rotation. A couple aren't seductive eyebrows, and a couple i don't use at all.

From all of the things I see about Feminism and how women are scared of walking around outside, all I've gotten from it is more scared for myself. I was wandering in a parking lot shopping area while my mom was in the salon having her hair done, and I was never more scared of walking around purely because I thought I should have my guard up to protect myself from scary men who'll hit on me and try and rape me or something.

Also, I get really upset when I see the word "cishet" or see posts about "typical white girls/men" cause I feel insulted that they're insulting myself for being "cis" and they're insulting Tuxedo Mask purely because of his race and gender. It makes me really really mad seeing these generalizations of white people. Each person is different, and it's being seen as acceptable somehow to be racist against them, and like they deserve it and that is absolutely wrong and backward.

It's not like there's anything wrong with being cautious and defensive unless you're like "preemptively" attacking people who showed no signs of being dangerous.

Did anything ever happen with the last mafia game? Or are we still waiting around like with Dangan Crossing?

I'mscumI'mscumI'mscumI'mscumI'mscumI'mscumI'mscumI'mscumI'mscumI'mscum I'll fix this soon.

I was confused about why people were complaining about unskippable ads until I realized I had installed adblock.

I hate my dad. I also hate this tension that's in the air whenever my mom comes home from work. I really want to get away from these two.

EDIT: Oh wow, he just said that he and my mom have got bitching at each other down to a science, and that if they took each other seriously, they'd be dead.

They'd also be quieter and a lot more pleasant to be around.

EDIT 2: Now he's talking about how if he didn't fuss and fight with my mother, she'd think he was mad at her. Why doesn't he just leave and go somewhere else? OH YEAH, he can't because he's a jobless housewife/handyman. Fucking failure.

I don't really feel like playing any other game after starting to understand Dwarf Fortress. I'm like my broker that refuses to leave the party even though I'm telling him to go to the Depot. And I'm on several computers and didn't copy my save to Google Docs so I can't play it this week. Oh well.

There was a horrible post here. It's gone now.

I think I end up making everything purposely negative for myself, yesterday I had a great day but by the end of it I had to be disrupted by one thing which lead me to deconstructing every negative aspect of it and feeling like I have no individual identity and having anxiety about the future and cheddar and everything in my life is terrible is pretty much the direction my brain goes in.

Maybe I just need more good days, and less seeing the awfulness of everything.

I really wish my best friend confided in me a lot more. I'm don't want him to get back with his ex. She's controlling and emotionally manipulative and super immature and has no concept of tact. I think he'll have the biggest jump back to how he was years ago when he was so sad and depressed if he gets with her. Because instead of giving him tough love she'll feed his needy side and he'll feed hers. Plus, she forgets about him and her "love" with him when she's around other guys, it's so ridiculous, and she starts drama and she's just too young to swear her life to some guy she had a relationship with for like 4 months. I need to calm down and get it out of my head and constantly remind myself how it's not my business but it's so hard. I'm not sure if I'm too caring or nosy, but it's somewhere in that zone.

I usually hope tennis is rained out. I enjoy it, but my chair feels so comfy when I have to go.