AWKWARD ZOMBIE

I regret a lot of people not voting Labor.

I regret voting for a leftist party that gave its preferences to a nationalist party that gave its preferences to Liberals

Used the foes function. I feel bad but there wasn't anything else I felt comfortable doing.

What did I ever do to deserve this, Runes.

I freak out about rolling onto my hobby knife and it stabbing me inmy sleep. I never leave it anywhere dangerous tho, it's always back in my tool drawer next to my sandpaper and glue and shit.

I'm proud of myself for staying so positive for such a long time, as I ran out of meds back then.
Altough lately I can feel some of my shortcomings being more prominent again, and it feels like it gets harder to stay above them day by day, and sometimes it makes me feel weak and not proud of myself that I struggle so much to fight them back. And sometimes it feels like I'm losing too.

Time for a doc appointment, Tatzel. You can do it.

I forgot about a mafia game on reddit and didn't remember to the second to last day. I'm probably going to have to exile myself from the subreddit for twelve years to get people to forget about it.

I think I need to stop working so much overtime.

Getting an artwork/story project off the ground seems ever more impossible as the weeks go by; it's just such a soul-destroying feeling. I have to put my priorities back in the right place again - and working myself stupid doing a job I despise isn't having my priorities in the right place.

I feel like I'm just going to fail everything in life and wind up dead in my sleep for some reason.
And only one person would notice but they wouldn't be able to do anything about, having no way to contact anyone in the vicinity.
The a week later one of my sisters comes and checks up on me and surprise surprise I'm dead.

Why was this such a vivid thing for me.
What the fuck is wrong with me.

A lot.

Sitting here naked except for underwear and a sweater.
Living the life.

Working saps my will to log on to Skype

Having a job drains a lot of energy and saps the will to do much of anything a lot of the time.

Yeah, it had the same effect on me when I started working. It got better once I got used to it though, altough it took a bit.