AWKWARD ZOMBIE

I'm afraid of balding, I like having hair on my head yet my hair is thinning out a bit.

I'm also really terrified of losing my hair as well but I know at some point it's going to happen. Memento mori I guess.

I really like going to weddings, and I like weddings in general, to the point where at times I enjoy watching those wedding shows on TLC with my mom and having us debate about whether that dress with lace sleeves and embroidered train is "classic" or just downright ugly.

Marcato for prettiest bride.

I will be the freaking QUEEN of my wedding.

Or I would be if I was getting married

and also if I was a girl.

You can be a queen and not be a woman, honey~

I have a few friends who do all the gushy couple stuff and call each other cute, and I can't help but think, every single time, "no way man, [name] is the ugliest dude I have ever seen."

My coworkers confound me sometimes.

Just now I was browsing the LoL forums:
"Oh, what game are you playing? I was never good at those types of games."
"I'm... not playing a game? Just on an internet forum for a game?"
"Can you die? Like, can you die in the game?"
"I... guess? It's more of a strategy game. And I'm not playing it right now."

I've been typing in caps a lot more frequently lately and I've been really self-conscious about it.

LET IT OUT, MARCATO.

i have a goal to work towards now

it feels nice

Feelings suck and I feel like I'm unintentionally steering a girl away from the guy she likes because I still have some feelings for her. Though I also feel like these are legitimate reasons, I worry I am just convincing myself so I don't feel like a scumbag.

I wrote out a fan script for a hellboy 3 movie in my head today while at work

I love being stuck in a phone waiting queue when they have fancy music playing

i had a dream that attack on titan got a dub, and i got to hang out with the VAs at moody gardens

it was rad