AWKWARD ZOMBIE

uh.

I think pikscast was the one who made a post about his nephew / cousin being returned to his abusive parents? That's the only thing that comes to mind for me anyway.

Yeah, my nephew.

Ah, right I believe I remember you talking about that.

Someone grant me the sweet release of death to escape this unending coughing that gives me a headache the size of Texas.

Also, I feel like I've been swallowing razor blades.

I've coughed so much that I'm pretty sure I've damaged my throat. I know my voice doesn't sound right and my throat feels like it's torn. A nice way to spend the weekend, I suppose.

Why do i have to stress out over things so much instead of actually solving my problems? It's like i beat myself up over things so often that I've become immune to me saying "hey quit slacking" or "stop worrying". The guilt caused by my worrying is actually counterproductive to actually fixing the problem, it just makes me mope over it longer.

I guess the silver lining is that now i can actually identify when the guilting happens, so maybe i can realize when im being ridiculous and i can snap out of it. Maybe.

It's a thing people do. But it's good you can notice it and try to avoid the patterns that make it harder to work on solving the problem at hand.

20 bucks spent just so the doctor could say "Well, I can't do anything despite my medical education" when I talked to him about my coughs.

So now I just need to continue feeling like I am coughing my lungs out and having my brain throb as if it got kicked by a horse.

pls sir ur in iceland

kicked by a "reindeer"


For real, though. That sucks. :/ Tried migraine medicine for the headache?

Yeah, I'm taking painkillers now and then, plus I don't have as much of an itch in my lungs any longer so it's not as serious for now. Still comes in bursts and whenever I cough, I feel like my brain's being squeezed.

I really wish my brother and sister would grasp the concept of "Practice makes perfect". It's tiring telling them to practice if they wanna get better at games.

Customers at work and co-workers. It is Jurassic World opening weekend, but there's no need to cuss us out when it's sold out. Co-workers, though, slacking off instead of working.

But Anna - it's YOUR fault they decided to show up 5 mins before the movie starts on opening weekend! How dare you!