AWKWARD ZOMBIE

i have been sooooooooo pissy today

we went up to where our parents live for easter and we're at my father in law's and my brother in law is here and i've been irritated ever since because he just

- does not understand body language when i do not want to talk to him
- coughs/clears his throat constantly which is the single most annoying noise in the world to me
- just woke me up from a nap by kicking the chair im sleeping in

i'm going to kill someone


i elected to come here instead of staying at my parents' because my cousins are at their house and one of the daughters doesn't know the meaning of 'inside voice' and i think i'd have been happier

Life is a fucking joke and happiness is so pathetically fleeting it mght as well not exist at all

This really militantly atheist woman on facebook shared a link that claimed the christian Jesus was a copy of Horus from egyptian mythology. Even with my limited knowledge of egyptology I knew this wasn't true at all and when I said so she challenged me to provide credible sources backing up my information. So I found six websites, all refuting the points that had been made linking Horus and Jesus together.

Now she's making a ton of false claims about christian related things and when I challenged her to provide credible sources she repeated the original post comparing Jesus and Horus and then linked me to a blog article--in which the author actually stated that he couldn't find 'real evidence' linking Jesus and Horus--just speculation.

I really can't stand hypocrites.

I hate it when I am at the edge of an anxiety attack. All of a sudden labored breathing and chest getting tight.

At least it happened when no one was around, it would have been much worse with someone near.

Please no one be like my family and call people idiots for having a different religion or political beliefs than you.

Is someone here doing that?

Oh shit. Haha, sorry, no, that was just kind of poorly worded I suppose. I can see how that could be construed from the religious things being posted here as of late.

Haha don't worry about it dude, I was just making sure no one was being a dickass anywhere

dickass? huh that's a new insult, I'm taking it

A family friend sent me some cheddar in order to pay for college orientation. He sent it preloaded onto a reloadable debit card. Anyway, when I tried activating the card, it kept denying my address and when I called customer support they just kept saying "Your address isn't showing up" which was super helpful and totally not the reason I called in the first place. So now I have to send in a bunch of bullshit proving where I live and identifying myself and stuff. ugh.

Got a cold. Goddamnit.

It's been too hot, lately. It's keeping me constantly on the verge of falling to sleep and completely drained of energy.
I hate staying unconscious for long periods of time.

I get you, Airra. It went from cool winter straight to hot summer. It was almost 90 degrees last night.

I can't stand heat. It's debilitating for me. It makes me the most useless person ever.

Like, I can't even form proper sentences or thoughts when it reaches a certain temperature.

I know EXACTLY how you feel.

It's 68 degrees here right now. Supposed to hit 80 tomorrow. I am ALREADY dying.