AWKWARD ZOMBIE

You gotta get good at the silent rage, see, with women it's gotta be non-verbal. They gotta see it in your narrowed eyes and pursed lips. The promise of a woman's wrath. Oh sure they laugh at first, but that's to hide the fear.

I didn't bomb that exam, but I didn't do well. I hate this class so much.

The thing is, it was a girl who's a little bit younger than me. A customer had a little child with her, and she spilled popcorn on a certain spot, so it looked like crap. The girl is currently new, started in the second week this month, and it was her fourth (or maybe even third) shift only, so she's not getting trained at the register yet. So I simply asked her to please get the vacuum cleaner, as I had to watch the register.

"Ugh, you can just pick it up with your hands". Why would you pick it up with your hands, here's the key to the storage room, take the vacuum cleaner please. "Do you really have to do it with the vacuum cleaner? Don't you have a hand brush or something?" I'm pretty sure we don't have one, but if you really gotta, then you can look for one in the employee room. The employee room is VERY small. She idled 5 minutes just to look for one. Then it took her 3 minutes just to take out the vacuum cleaner and to set it up. And then she only briefly went over it, and then she wanted to pick up the rest of the stuff by hand.

At that point I had enough, I picked up the handle, turned the vacuum cleaner on and just swooped up the rest, said to her "I don't know what the fuck the problem is, just vacuum clean it jesus" And then she just replied to me that I'm overreacting, I shouldn't talk to her like that, what am I getting at, but what annoyed me the most was that she actually asked me "Can't I do however I want it? We have so much time left!"
Yes, just fucking take 10 minutes to leave a spot in the store to look like someone shit on it because you're too lazy.

She doesn't take me serious at all because I'm only a bit older than her, and "only" an apprentice. I told her that the others would've gotten angry at her too for that, which she denied and said I'm the only one to react like that. I then had some business in the employee room for a sec, and when I came back I went looking for something under the tables. She approached me from the other side and asked if she can help, and I bluntly told her I'm doing it myself.
And then she snapped again, I shouldn't react like that, and good lord "I have forgotten it. If I can, you can too!"


Do I have to get a single gold earring, wear multiple rings and do strength training for people to take me more serious, jesus.

This sickness isn't just the few coughs and sneezes, feel better the next day sickness. It's a you will aggressively feel like shit for no less than a week sickness. Ugh.

Im getting real tired of the volunteer work changing times last minute, gave to go in at 9. Which I found out about near 3 am. Last time I didn't even go because they changed it and never told me.

My mom always sees my disability first before anything else

I don't get treated like a grown adult with thoughts and feelings

I miss having small affectionate dogs.

I really want to cuddle a small dog right now.

Come over to my house, our dogs love to cuddle.

Hell yeah, on my way to affectionately wrestle your dogs

our neighbour came over and drama'd all over my house a couple nights ago and she fucking stole our bourbon. and it wasn't even ours, it was my brother in law's, and because of that night (she has some issues that was suspected but she confirmed thanks to being shitfaced,) we don't want to really associate with her too much anymore, esp right now, so i guess we'll never get it back

doubly annoying because she seemed cool and she has dogs and we were pop flyin' to maybe finally get a close to home dogsitter but noooooope not anymore

I told my mom I wanted a job and I was going to do a course to get a qualification for it and she got mad because she doesn't want me to leave college until I'm at least 30

I got selected for a verification process for my financial aid for all of the colleges I've been accepted to. Which would be fine, if the college I actually want to go to would send me the list of documents they need to verify it. bodaciously every other college has sent it to me except the one I actually want to go to. Emailing them has accomplished nothing.

Work was absolutely shitty today. Quite bodaciously the worst day I've ever had there. My favorite parts were the computer hooked up to the drive thru cash register shutting down in the middle of lunch rush, the computer not finishing a lady's order after I took her cheddar, not being able to give a military discount because I don't know how to do that with a combo, and being $10 over at the end of my shift. That doesn't even make sense. I'd have to not give any change to at least three or four customers or fuck up giving change to every single customer for the majority of my shift.

Just fuck today. Every last bit of it.

These are the kinds of days when I feel like I'm useless and just ruin everything.

This spot on my nose might be cancer.

I have a thing on my ear too.