AWKWARD ZOMBIE

I'm going to have a bad time until i get a new computer. If my desktop had just lasted a month longer, I would have been just fine. Now I'm stuck trying to do schoolwork on a tablet. Its beyond frustrating.

Apparently I'm turning into a street rowdy, after hearing yesterday that I'm reported for a hit and run, today I got a fine for driving too fast.

Hopefully nothing else comes in the next days because I was being a bit aggressive lately *cough*

rrrgh, I can't find the bluray versions of Koihime Musou episodes to watch online anywhere! With my luck, it seems I'll have no choice but to suffer the tyranny of steam and rays of light!

I've had some things in the post that were supposed to get up here before today. Several of those things are ingredients for a recipe that I already bought all the perishable ingredients for, previously thinking that I"d only be using them in a couple of days.
Not only is the parcel still not here, it has instead been floating around somewhere in Kentucky for nearly six days, as the last mark on the tracking says it left the facility in Hebron Kentucky on January 2.
HOW FUCKING LONG DOES IT TAKE TO GET OUT OF KENTUCKY?!


In other news, holy shit, that is a lot of tiny little babby counties.

I think the sheer amount of people there with the same last name has created a gravitational anomaly that might make it difficult for the post to make it through.

Apparently in this house it's acceptable to yell at people for continually leaving a fucking toilet lid up. I know that I'm supposed to put it down and I do forget a lot, but that doesn't make it OK to get mad at me for something so stupid and trivial.

Need experience to get jobs, need jobs to get experience

Where's all the entry level jobs that don't suck, people?

SaintCrazy wrote:Need experience to get jobs, need jobs to get experience

Where's all the entry level jobs that don't suck, people?

They're probably back in the 80s, along with decent minimim wage.

I totally know how you feel though. I'm going to college in the hope that I avoid the spiral altogether, but there are no guarantees.

Bruh I'm fresh out of college. As much as they'd like you to believe that college will sort of just pipeline you into a career, that's not the case. You're still out on your own, just a bit better qualified for stuff.

The career center at my university really did help me figure out what to look for, though. And helped me work out a resume and such.

Ah, I know I'm not just going to be given a job.
But if all the effort of the last few years is just
to make me slightly more employable... I
actually don't know what I would do.

I mean I loved my college experience for the bonding and just... education about the world and people in general. I feel like I would be a lot more closed-minded and less informed about everything if I had never gone to college. For all the life-crushing stress I experienced, I did also get to meet some of the best friends I've ever had. The nice thing about the friends I made in college - even though there wasn't too many of them - is that I actually have things in common with these people. Before, my friends were mostly accidental... and now I never keep in touch with them because I feel like they're in a completely different place in life.

Point is college/university is a great life experience, it's not all about finding a job. Honestly my 'career' isn't really that important to me, I just want to find a job I like so I can buy nice things and live a pop flyin' life

I've worked on my brother's roller coaster toy for forever. It isn't fucking working. Chain keeps getting hung up, then falling apart all together so I'm making no progress. This is a fucking children's toy, this shouldn't be that hard. At least the last one worked when I was done, this is just fucking frustrating. All that work and the chain keeps fucking getting hung up.

I had some pizza downstairs from when my friend and I ordered pizza. The night it happened, my sister had a piece when she got home.

I was just sitting here, about to go down and eat it, when she comes up eating a piece and says hi. I don't ask about the pizza because whatever, there's more. Then she apologizes for eating my pizza, since "there was only one piece left." Why was there only one piece left? "Well, I was hungry earlier."

FUCK YOU you disgusting, self-centered, piggish shitbag. I know for a goddamned fact you planned every line of that before you came upstairs. I don't even care about the pizza, but holy fuck I am about to barge into your room and punch you for your deflective behavior. God daisies. I fucking hate this girl. She has absolutely zero manners, etiquette, or tact, and not a bone of consideration in her body. This is just how she fucking operates, every minute of every day: "How can I get away with doing this thing that someone else won't want me to do?"

ARGH. Just when I thought I was done with petty sibling disdain, this happens and I'm reminded what a thoroughly and completely disgusting individual she is. She dresses like shit, she smears food all over her face when she eats, you can never not hear her mouth mushing food around, she eats about a pound of food with each mouthful, she shit-talks our grandmother's cooking constantly, I could go on and on. I don't use disgusting as a generic negative adjective - when I say disgusting, I mean thoroughly and profoundly repugnant.

I can't wait for her to go back to college so I can have the house without her for a weekend before I have to leave.

I asked about dinner and it led to my mother and stepdad shouting at each other so now it's too awkward to bring it up again. Guess I just won't eat tonight.

Fuuuuuuuuck my bread got moldy, it's only been like a week.

I hate when my food goes bad, I spent good cheddar on that. I figured I'd buy bread in smaller portions so this wouldn't happen but I still didn't eat it fast enough, apparently.

At least I still have crackers to eat my cheese with.