AWKWARD ZOMBIE

And Maximum Ride
And the Private books
And Michael Bennett
And Witch and Wizard.

Dude writes a ton of books, we have more books by him at the library than by any other author. And they're always messy and shelved wrong.

I've finally started treatment for my psriosis. I felt relived, pop flyin', its been 3 months of trials back and forth from the hopsital. THEN UH HO bills came and its like 1300 dollars almost all at once. Now my moms stressing me, almost guilting me. Like, motherfucker YOU were the one who told me to come up here, and Dad was the one who said he'd take care of the bills. So I did! Didnt have much else of a choice! bodaciously could not do anything physical, I was bedridden beyond going to the bathroom! After 3 months Im only able to walk, slightly, with the use of a cane as it is and I cant do much walking as it is. So please, lay on more shit for me. I feel awful enough I have all these bills, and they ARE payable although it will be rough. My mom has the notion that adding extra grief to other peoples problems will "help". So I gotta call the billing office to negotiate some payment plans to hopefully make this pill less of a strain to swallow.



mind you, a couple of them already have a late fee tacked on cause she just lets shit accumulate and doesnt want to look at them. IF we paid these things on time we wouldn't have this problem but I didnt even know we fucking had these come in I thought out insurance was covering it all, but NOPE. They're hardly paying half, despite the ridiculous amount we pay them. She's done the same with utility bills too. Its fucking stupid, she'd rather ignore this shit till the last minute and then some so she can go run off to her trailer campsite for the weekend. I hate going because I cant fucking go do anything, its always hot, there is no internet and the camp has no facilitates. I go cause she guilts me but honestly that thing is a cheddar sink. Early retirement purchase, whatever. My parents have always made dumbshit financial decisions.

Need minties, getting stressed out way too much at work. Have really bad eczema on my fingers that gets dry and cracks and causes fissures in the skin and there are blisters underneath and it hurts so much sometimes that I nearly tear the skin off, and moisturizing cream has only done so much. I am super stoked Tuxedo Mask is coming in less than two months, but sad because he'll only be 2 hours away yet I'll only get to see him for a week out of his month-long stay (trying not to focus on that too much, though because that's just way too negative for me).

Feeling kind of demotivated in general but I think it's just stress and pain. I found a doctor that's only six blocks away from me, but they are not open on weekends so I have to wait until Monday to schedule an appointment. I need to go for other painful stuff that's really affecting me negatively aside from my skin, so hopefully I can go in as soon as possible.

I wish I went out more but my one roommate and I don't really have that close of a relationship so I end up staying indoors most every day I'm not at work and it's getting to me as well. Going out for walks only does so much.

I miss Keena. I miss Morgan. I want to be doing more with my life.

Etc, ad nauseum, life goes on, rant over.

Allergies have decided to have one last hurrah before fall. Was in somebody's house with cats, had to avoid everybody because the cats made my allergies extremely bad. If I'm outside for more than 10 minutes my nose starts running. We have a beehive in our yard. I've got some sort of vertigo since I woke up this morning.

[Insert Fail] wrote:Have really bad eczema on my fingers that gets dry and cracks and causes fissures in the skin and there are blisters underneath and it hurts so much sometimes that I nearly tear the skin off, and moisturizing cream has only done so much.

my fiancee got that on her wrists. a couple protips I've picked up on

1. Wear gloves while washing dishes. I'm not sure if it was the soap or just the water, but she'd flare up real bad every time she did that. It got a lot better after she started using a pair of rubber gloves.

2. I'm not sure how well this would work for you, but she saw a doctor and got a prescription for some kind of steroid cream. It made her skin kind of thin while she was doing it, but in the long run it seems to have helped a lot. She actually tried it twice, and it didn't work the first time, but I'm pretty sure that's because she stopped using it after the symptoms started fading instead of using the whole prescription

A friend of mine from a few towns away talked to me about how his Senior Class made a group chat to help organize things and talk to each other and stuff, so I thought that would be cool and help bring my class together so I made one for my class and like immediately afterward people started complaining and stuff and getting mad at me for it. I had good intentions when I made it, I've apologized, and yet they're still mad because they're too fucking stupid to just leave the conversation. I liked my graduating class pretty well, but now...not so much.

It really, really bothers me how many people act like what a romantic relationship entails is some kind of rigidly, stiffly defined thing. As though there are actual daisies laws on it, and as though those laws are the natural rules of the universe. And this is from someone who usually gets uncomfortable when things aren't rigidly defined.

Visual Studio is the worst fucking piece of shit I've ever had to work with.

My fingernail of my right index fingers keeps breaking, and always in the middle so I can't just cut it off. And then it keeps breaking more due to my work, and it gets annoying because the clothes tend to get caught in the fibers at the edge - resulting in more painful peeling (and fidgeting around to get the clothes off).

Warioland 4 is available on the WiiU but not the 3DS and my butt is furious

OH MY GOD MOM. I know you're trying to be helpful by posting every single article that my school's Career Services website posts, but it actually comes off as FUCKING ANNOYING.

Been crushing on this girl for a while. Me, my best friend, and his girlfriend has a movie night and invite the pretty lady.

We mention to a friend with a habit of inviting himself to events that we don't want anyone else there so it doesn't get too loud and hard to talk.

Said friend shows up, makes us play video games instead of watch a movie, and keeps the volume at a constant five million decibels evaluate he has no concept of 'inside voice.'

Idunno, maybe it didn't hurt anything, but goddamn if I couldn't punch right through his teeth right now.

So you tell him to leave, because you already told him that he wasn't supposed to be there. If he really pitches a fit, he's a douche.

It would have been impossible to kick him out without looking like an asshole in front of my crush, though.

Oh. Hrm. Discreetly ask your friend to do it next time, maybe?