AWKWARD ZOMBIE

Didn't get the job. Remaining two jobs I could apply for are both custodial. One at my old high school. One at another school under one of my old teachers. I don't know that my pride will let me apply for these.

Brother is using the big computer we built so I can't play any of my games because this computer is so crappy I didn't bother to try and download them while he plays flash games on the Internet.

People calling me on my day off over bodaciously nothing.

Welp, my PE class I was going to take over summer at the community college (because fuck paying the university more cheddar for something so stupid) got canceled.

One of my muscles or something is twitching in my arm. and it feels extremely uncomfortable and annoying.

You know I've been thinking, just like with "hate breeds more hate", I'm pretty sure "Life's not fair" is only ever said by people desperately trying to defend their/someone else's shitty behavior and/or desperately trying to look mature. It makes sense for things that just kind of happen at least. Like, I don't know, a tree that was not touched by anybody, that was not in a clear state of needing some form of fixing by somebody, falling on your car, or a soldier shooting an innocent civilian in the middle of a battlefield solely by absolute complete accident, or a millionaire catching an unclaimed, "free game" dollar bill before a hobo. But perhaps it's just me but when have you ever heard of it actually used in that manner instead of a manner that amounted to "Be complacent that I'm/someone else is an asshole"? When has "Life's not fair" been used as something other than an excuse to make it less fair? Anyone who uses the phrase that way should be punched in the stomach and then be told "Sometimes people get punched in the stomach".

I haven't been able to delete videos from my Youtube history for like over a week now and it's driving me nuts.

It's like once a month there's something there that just stops working for no reason.

two weeks ago i came into heavy contacts with poison ivy and broke out all over my legs, particularly in two hand-sized patches, one on my calf and one on my thigh, which boiled and blistered for a week. they've FINALLY scabbed over and seemed to be healing at the beginning of this week.

also at the beginning of this week, i broke out in hives all over my hands and feet, and that downed me for 5 or so days. It's cleared up now.

now the poison ivy on my thigh has started blistering again even though i haven't touched anything remotely resembling poison ivy since initial contact.

i am so tired of being itchy i just want to cut my leg off

i'm so upset

Anxiety keeping me up all night long

Okay, who locked the "Things That Mildly Amuse You" thread? That one was okay.

I thought the same about the "Things that Mildly Annoy You" thread.

That one confuses me because this thread exists. It's the same emotion, but like, "It only pisses me off a little."

Thats kinda why I made it? I find a lot of things that happen to me are only minor annoyances rather than things that make me angry. I never feel right posting them in here or in unimportant topics because it just feels dumb.

so Im sorry if I made it and its not needed, but I know i;m not the only one who does this.

Marcato: "Wow, that movie was really bad."

Marcato's Mom: "It's just a movie..."

Oh, sorry, Mom, that means it actually WASN'T bad, I forgot that.

I decided that it would be a good idea to do crunches with no preparation other than half a bag of potato chips. I'm mad at my 20 minute ago self for being stupid.