AWKWARD ZOMBIE

whenever i'm upset or mad my mom asks if i'm taking my tablets or not

because y'know that's totally how anti-depressants work

i feel like my mom is from the 1950s or something

I bent around the nose parts of my glasses a bit on friday, and I fucked it up too much, considering I've been constantly bending them the past days, trying to get it back into a more comfortable form. Now everything is so messed up and bad forever.
I hope roomie comes back home early from work tomorrow, so I can go to the store and let them fiddle around with it.

Ugh. Just lost my Leavanny in my Black Nuzlocke to a stupid Throh that managed to set up ludicrous amounts of Bulk Ups... and only after his death did I realise I had the perfect counter to its set-up.

I mean, I won but... that really stings.

I give up on math forever. Factoring is booty, solving for 0 with factoring is booty.

My computer science teacher waited until the end of the day today to tell us we have a mock AP exam tomorrow that'll take 3 hours. daisies, I'm rustled. Was looking forward to my Spanish class tomorrow, and now I don't get to go.

Gonna try to study for all/most of my work shift today, but my head hurts so I dunno how that'll go.

my friends spent all of last week talking about how on friday they were going to go play manhunt and red hot lava at a local park and they completely neglected to invite me and the only reason i found out exactly what was going on was because i had to ask them. i didn't bother them about it because, y'know, if they don't particularly want me to go then i'm not really gonna try to shoehorn myself in there, though it was still pretty disappointing because i have a history of being a lil bit ignored by my friends at times

today i found out they also invited the kinda racist, kinda transphobic jerk who hangs around us just because we've known him since 8th grade

like... oh. alright. so you invite him but not....... me. i guess he's better company than me? alright then

i'm just gonna leave it because i am a very non-confrontational person and i'd rather not cause a scene but daisies. daisies.

Reminds me of the time I told a friend to let me know when shit was going down and then the next weak she and a bunch of people went off to Ocean City without even letting me know they would be out of town. Good times.

My friend kinda rustled me off today. He was talking about his girlfriend and then he's all "So, when are you gonna try to get you a lady?" and I told him I'm not really interested in dating, to which he responded with "Sure, you're just afraid of getting turned down. Just wait, and you'll find you one."

I really have no interest in it at all, and it irritated me that he assumes I'm lying about it.

Fucking Javascript.

bank's website keeps crashing whenever i log in

have no way of knowing if i have cheddar in my account or not

The bleach water we used to sanitize things at my job wreaks havoc on the back of my hands.
The stress from said job doesn't improve the eczema problems on the back of my hands either.
Using lotion to try and prevent the pain from overly dry skin burns like a thousand tiny needles at the same time.

Oh yeah and the little fiery red bumps everywhere that sometimes bleed those too yaaay

Would wearing gloves help? Some places give employees with cleaning duty gloves to keep chemicals off their skin.

Of course, it might be a problem if you're allergic to latex, but I think there are non-latex cleaning gloves to be found somewhere.

We did have cleaning gloves, but they kept getting stolen by other departments so we have none. The normal latex gloves don't seem to do well at keeping the water out either, so more often than not it just traps it in the glove with my hands.

Still, that could be a better long term solution, maybe I'll buy a pair for myself to take in, thanks.

I hate waking up in the middle of the night with an ultra-sore throat that then causes a sneezing fit so I can't get back to sleep. So here I am with a cup of hot tea fully awake.