AWKWARD ZOMBIE

Mom's coworker will probably get in trouble soon for posting work drama bullshit on Facebook.

I loudly hinted to her that it's pretty fucking normal and she should learn from her friend's case.

And of course she decided to exacerbate the situation instead of display any kind of maturity.

My head hurts so much I feel like it's gonna explode.

It feels like a migraine but thankfully I'm not having light sensitivity so far.

Migraines don't always hit people the same way. sometimes my migraines have barely any headache to them at all, and it's just nausea. There are times where grating sounds will actually make me vomit if I have a migraine, even with no headache to accompany it.

Yeah I have those kind once in a while. The last one I had I had the light and sound sensitivity but no headache.

I am just... so tired

I've realized that I spend so much time worrying about stupid stuff that I don't have the mental energy to work on the stuff I actually need to do.

fucccccckkkkk offffffffff

wish my 3ds wasn't so shit at connecting to the internet

only ever been in a handful of pokemon battles without it crashing half way through and i can't download anything from the eshop because of it

being sick is absolutely my favorite thing

Teacher said she'll probably make us turn in our course suggestion things early. I'm already feeling stressed about it, and now I have less time. Blarghs.

I hate, hate it when people call me with spontaneous plans.

Even if I'm not actually doing anything, I'll still be angry because in my head that time span is already accounted for, usually for things like art or reading or vidja time. And then I'm angry for having to white lie a reason to say no, or angry at having to concede and go along with it. Then I'm (slightly) angry during the event, even if it's something I would genuinely enjoy otherwise.

Is it so much to ask that people plan things in advance? All I need is, "Hey, want to go to the arcade tomorrow?" I can make exceptions for things like people I haven't seen in forever or sudden opportunities ("Hey, I have tickets to a thing tonight and my other friend canceled; want to come?"), but as a general rule, give me some gahdang notice. ARGH.

ordered a scart adapter off amazon almost a week ago and it hasn't even shipped yet

Caught a cold. I'm not used to being sick.

Shining Charizard wrote:I hate, hate it when people call me with spontaneous plans.

Even if I'm not actually doing anything, I'll still be angry because in my head that time span is already accounted for, usually for things like art or reading or vidja time. And then I'm angry for having to white lie a reason to say no, or angry at having to concede and go along with it. Then I'm (slightly) angry during the event, even if it's something I would genuinely enjoy otherwise.

Is it so much to ask that people plan things in advance? All I need is, "Hey, want to go to the arcade tomorrow?" I can make exceptions for things like people I haven't seen in forever or sudden opportunities ("Hey, I have tickets to a thing tonight and my other friend canceled; want to come?"), but as a general rule, give me some gahdang notice. ARGH.

oh my god two of kyle's friends (brothers) are NOTORIOUS for doing this and it pisses me off so much. i can even handle like "hey wanna go do a thing this evening?" if its morning or whatever and i dont have anything planned but they call like in the middle of the day "hey wanna go to the shooting range IN 5 MINUTES?" to make it worse, neither of them have a passenger vehicle class drivers license so half the time THEY will ask US to do a thing, but WE'LL have to pick THEM up because it's raining/too cold/their bike is in the shop/some other bullshit reason they make up

Keep forgetting to take my antidepressants. 4th day in a row now.

I have never felt a stronger desire to stab myself in the ears than when my roommates started playing reggae in our apartment.