AWKWARD ZOMBIE

I found out today that my 19 year old cousin is pregnant. I can guarantee that she is NOT ready to handle taking care of a baby. And before anyone says, "Oh, you don't know the situation", you're right, I don't know all the details, but trust me, you'd have to meet my cousin to understand.

This hasn't been a week off at all!

GUESS WHO'S GOT TWO THUMBS AND A NEWLY DEMOLISHED CAR?
THAT'S RIGHT. THIS GIRL RIGHT HERE.

dang

at least you kept the thumbs

The convenience store I work at is owned by a couple. They have completely different standards. The guy expects me to follow every single customers with a mop so that everything is always perfectly clean, and to replace every product on the shelves immediately after it's bought. The woman doesn't care as long as it's done at the end of the day.
They made me work 3 hours tonight. I'm the only employee working today. Okay, 3 hours is not much and I had nothing planned.
Surprise! None of the hard work was done when I showed up. I had to carry ten giant water containers across the whole store because the bosses didn't bother doing it today. They obviously didn't check the shelves either. So basically they just made me show up to do all the actual work while they dick around in their house right next to where I'm sitting. The water containers are all covered in dirt and I smeared it all over my clothes while carrying them. And the various smells coming from the door are all vomit-inducing and taint the whole place.
And the first customer was the one who always goes out of her way to insult me and make me uncomfortable.

man I know first drafts are almost never any good but god daisies it feels shitty sometimes

trying to do schoolwork.
Prof decided it would be a good idea to use open office and not tell us.\I cant open an of my class doccuments because ic ant afford to buy it. uughh

this is why I pirate shit. this is why.

My levels of I just want to quit because no one gives a shit about my feelings have highly escalated.

Does anyone realize how HARD it is to go to school with someone that sexually abused me 5 years ago?

Do people not expect me to feel angry and disappointed when I'm still stuck in the loop of having to bite my tongue and ignore him?

My ptsd goes through the roof, and I get all shaky still.

so kyle rescheduled our inspection for yesterday. this is so i can get power turned on btw. the inspector showed up at around 9:30/10:00, walked in my house, asked if i had a battery for the smoke alarm, and when i said "no, can i get one?" he looked me right in the eye, said "i'm not waiting for you, you failed inspection reschedule for tomorrow" and walked the FUCK out of my house

no letting me ask if i could borrow one, no telling me what else i'd probably need, NOTHING. he was there maybe 3 minutes. i am LIVID. and we have to PAY to schedule these inspections. kyle couldn't get the city on the phone yesterday so he has to call today and rest assured SOMEONE is getting bitched out and a complaint filed. we don't even know if we are going to reschedule and have the batteries in the smoke alarms but not have something else and have to do this all over again because they don't actually tell you what you need to pass inspection aside from a porch and smoke alarms (not even that they have to work, just that they're there,) so i'm just. i'm so done with city of houston. don't buy a mobile home in city of houston.



then i went to my parents' to make some bread with mom to get my frustration out and when i was on the way home i was stopping at a stop sign and glanced away from the road for .4 seconds and my tire went into the dip of a storm drain and slammed into this piece of curb sticking out and bodaciously broke the wheel of the car. my tire had a huge hole gouged into it, a big chunk of my rim is missing, and the wheel is pushed back into the wheel well of the car, as well as a piece of my side skidplate thing is peeled off. a perfect end to that day. luckily we can file it as an insurance claim but still, i don't have a car for at least two days.

Crisp wrote:Prof decided it would be a good idea to use open office and not tell us.\I cant open an of my class doccuments because ic ant afford to buy it. uughh

this is why I pirate shit. this is why.

OpenOffice is completely free. But it hasn't been updated in years because the company that acquired it stopped development, so a foundation took the source code and made their own variant, which is much improved and also completely free. You can get it here. It's just an update so it's still perfectly compatible with OpenOffice. You should tell your teacher too.

Internet here is so exceptionally lousy. I can't buy books for classes due to the store here having closed down and I can't use the internet to buy 'em, can't do my homework except in school due to the internet, I have trouble killing time and so on.

I wish something was done but I know this'll never change.

Our condensate line in the heating system froze over two nights ago and then melted and dripped water into the ceiling so now there's a huge L shaped water damage line in the ceiling and a giant hole where my mom had to pop the water bubble so it wouldn't fuck things up worse.
Because of this we don't have heating upstairs and it hits single digit/teen temperatures at night and it's fucking freezing when I wake up.

Waking up to temperatures in the teens is fucked. This is Florida, damn it, I know I was a bit pissy about the summer heat but this is just not funny.

Also, listening to the conservative talk radio lineup say, every single day this week, that the cold temperatures are the final nail in the coffin of global warming.

Exeres wrote:Waking up to temperatures in the teens is fucked. This is Florida, damn it, I know I was a bit pissy about the summer heat but this is just not funny.

Also, listening to the conservative talk radio lineup say, every single day this week, that the cold temperatures are the final nail in the coffin of global warming.

AHHH AHHH AHH

WHY DONT THEY UNDERSTAND WHAT GLOBAL WARMING IS

WHY DO NAMING CONVENTIONS VEX THEM SO

I ordered one of my textbooks from a seller on Amazon specifically because it ships from Arizona, where I go to school, so it should get here pretty quickly. My dad called me today and told me it's shipping!.....FROM HONG KONG. Freaking. Great. If it turns out to be an international version on top of that, I can't be held responsible for what I'll do. This was a freaking EXPENSIVE book.