AWKWARD ZOMBIE

That's normal if you're learning the intracacies of a new program or file type. When I was first learning photoshop it was the most awful thing I had ever experienced because I had no idea what the difference between file types were and what they could do aside form "gif is animated and png is higher quality than jpg"
Same with Flash. It was confusing, way too hard to use, and actionscript was the worst thing that had ever happened to me. Not to mention that I didn't quite understand that decompiling a .swf is impossible to do with reliability. Now I am attempting to program a game and make several minute animations for funsies.

Keep at it, man, don't let a single file type bog you down.

I had already gone to bed after my night shift when my sister bursted through the door to tell me that one of our cats ran outside AGAIN, then the rest of the family left for school/work and I was left with my other sister to hunt for the cat. Luckily it didn't take an hour this time. I'm still shocked by my dad's inability to not leave doors open, I learned to make sure that the main door is always shut tight when we got our first cat 4 years ago.

Also, Opera decided to be a bitch and crashed so I had to rewrite this on my tablet.

Winchester wrote:I was nice and relaxed and ready for bed and I had to go and make the mistake of checking my Tumblr dash and seeing something that rustled me off a lot and wow now my stomach is churning and my mind is wide awake.

I'm so fucking rustled I just
I thought it would be okay since I rarely encounter things that piss me off on Tumblr since I try to be careful of who I follow but lol not tonight nope

I don't use tumblr but I've seen so much stupid SJW shit etc that it randomly creeps into my mind to piss me off. A typical situation is waking up after a not-so-good sleep and my brain just obsessively fixates on something extremely stupid I read once and ruins my mood. The human brain really is masochistic.

Started bleeding at full health in No More Room in Hell and nobody had a bandage so I died slowly in full knowledge of my eventual death. You can be the best player in the game and get hit once and the Rng will screw you over with being infected or bleedibg.

Woke up an hour early because of my bladder.

I havent had a nice nights sleep in a week.

I'm falling behind in my figure drawing and watercolor sketchbooks. I never know what to put in a watercolor sketchbook and my teacher was asking for like ten pages of complementary color studies and there's only so many times I can paint a page of nothing but color.

Vax wrote:What was it, might I ask?

I'm trying to not think about it, sorry about that.

I lost out on 18 points of a 20 point question for an issue the professor admitted enough people had that suggests it was because people misread the question. OK, then give everyone the points and write less convoluted questions, don't assume it was the fault of the third of students for somehow being unable to understand your brilliantly written question.

Hell, half points at least, not 90% of the entire point value. Especially when you then tell me "Well your answer was relevant, and correct, but only tangentially so, so here's only 10% of the points."

This morning I had a really bad sensory overload attack caused by riding in a car with the sun shining through the trees, creating a massive strobe effect that wiped me out and left me feeling sick and exhausted all day.

I usually need one to two days to fully recover but I have to go out tomorrow with my job coach and I just

I'm so tired I can't even cry.

My feet are so goddamn sore from standing on ladders all day.

I decided to read scary shit since I was bored and I keep hearing weird noises. I just heard muffled screaming for like, two minutes and it turned out it's just some douchebags outside riding bikes or something.

i have to do math but i dont wanna do math
math sucks

last math class ever though so yay???

I get the feeling I'm going down the same road with my cousin as I went with my step-brother. That's to say, I try to be their friend while they interact with questionable people.

In this case, I am a bit disturbed by one of his friends which recently got charged for stomping a guy's head in and he shows little regard to the victim, only his own wallet. It makes me take a step back.

They're teenagers so I can't fully blame them but still.

Valbrandur wrote:I get the feeling I'm going down the same road with my cousin as I went with my step-brother. That's to say, I try to be their friend while they interact with questionable people.

In this case, I am a bit disturbed by one of his friends which recently got charged for stomping a guy's head in and he shows little regard to the victim, only his own wallet. It makes me take a step back.

They're teenagers so I can't fully blame them but still.

Dude, just because theyre teenagers? Teenagers are capable of understanding right and wrong, tell that little sociopath to act like fucking human being.

Well, it isn't just because they're teenagers but it's easy to fall in the wrong crowd, get the wrong impression and they lack still lack experience about the world.

I definitely think he's not the right but I also think he'll be able to shape up in the future if he allows it, no telling when and if he will.