AWKWARD ZOMBIE

Galaxy Man wrote:

TurboPunz wrote:Coconut is awful. It doesn't even have a redeeming form like bananas do with bread. It's just always awful forever in every form.

Coconut oil.

AKA the that makes regular popcorn taste like movie popcorn and basically makes anything you fry it in suddently amazing

Also horrendously bad for you because it fucks with your cholesterol.

in small amounts it's super good for you though. everything in moderation

My body is in ten kinds of pain and I'm twenty kinds of tired. I really just want to go to sleep, but nope work

lost the big on house #5 and i give up

its so hard getting excited and shot down time i can't deal with this

Got into a mondo huge screaming match with my worthless slut of a step sister. I was going to hit her but she didn't hit me first so I knew I'd be in the wrong. God the day I beat thje shit out of her I'll make sure I'm in the oh so sweet right.

Man it's a shit storm here, absolutely ridiculous. Mom and my step sister are yelling at eachother. I could count on one hand how many times mom has been genuinely screaming, that's how bad this is. The honest to god worst part of this is my niece bore witness to me and her mom screaming, she was bawling and screaming because she was scared and she's still scared. And she's still scared now, I don't understand how parent can do this kind of thing daily. That poor kid.

But mom says we're going to be leaving this house because nobody wants to get along. There is nothing but tension between everybody in this house and mom's tired of it. She says at some point soon we'll be leaving the house soon, dunno where we'll go but it'll be somewhere. At beast I can have my dad or step mom move all of our, mostly my, stuff into the office at telephone takeout for a while until the neighbor moves out.

Who knew smoothies could tear people apart. Tastes alright though.

turns out the job i interviewed for isn't going to be hiring anytime soon

then why did you interview

that's usually the polite way to say we hired someone else

Employers don't honestly think we're that dense, do they?

If we're able to jump the hoops necessary to land an interview, we have the mental fortitude to put two and two together with respect to shit like that...

I'd much rather get a call that says "Unfortunately, we could only take on so many people, but you weren't on the list..." Sure, I'd be rustled, but who wouldn't? At least it'd be honest. They honestly thing the situation is any less annoying with the perception that no one was hired? What kind of people do they think we are?

"Oh good, at least no one else got the job!"

Also yes, this did strike a nerve. I recently had to refeel the stress of "Oh god damnit, I now have to go begging for a job again..." when my hours got all kafuckled at my new job last Thursday...

you'd be surprised. i've never personally experienced it (i just would never get a call back,) but i've had many people say that IF they get a call that they weren't hired, it's usually some bullshit excuse like that rather than "we hired someone else"

My experience has actually been pretty good with that stuff. If people don't wanna hire me they just tell me so, or tell me they hired someone else. Same thing happened to my lady-person today and it was just like oh well.

The worst experience I had in trying to get hired was when I applied at Target. They gave me an interview, a second interview, and then left me hanging for two weeks, finally cutting me off with a "we don't need your services, thank you" email instead of a phone call.
Usually I just don't get a response.

I'm angry but I have no right to be angry.
And knowing that I'm angry (upset??) because someone would rather put schooling (very important!) over an unnecessary talk (not important in the grand scheme of things!!) just makes me mad at myself.

Also I feared something which I put aside to random paranoia and I was right and now I'm getting super paranoid about everything, can't even talk to people.

One of my friends turned out to be a tactless, slimy sack of shit. Okay.

shazza wrote:lost the big on house #5 and i give up

its so hard getting excited and shot down time i can't deal with this

12:58am we get like 50 texts from my sister basically saying she bought a house in perfect condition and we can have it if we want

that makes 3 major life occurrences (both of my jobs + this) where i bodaciously gave up then was handed what i wanted immediately after.

should i just stop trying or what i don't understand what the message is here