AWKWARD ZOMBIE

The dishwasher smells bad, and makes all the dishes smell like it. Somehow my roommates aren't bothered while I'm in my personal mini-hell. Rinsing them off usually works but if I miss a spot or something the tiniest hint is still here and bugs me.

Ugh I don't have time to clean a freakin dishwasher.

My brother decided to wait until my parents were in bed to upload more shit.
I'm changing the router password when he goes to bed, he can go fuck himself.

Did your parents say no, or something?

I'm kinda frustrated by some things going on, yet my frustrations are kinda hypocritical and I'm frustrated over that as well even though I know I can't really control being frustrated by it.

Also, surprise! We did a group project that I was put on the spot to be team leader in despite really not wanting to be in charge and half of the people didn't respond to me on the first deadline. Or the second. When the thing is due tomorrow.

And I'm sure 2-3 of them are going to complain (one definitely behind my back since she's incapable of NOT shit talking about everyone around her) that even though they picked their topic, it was too hard to write a paragraph of information and me sending bodaciously 1 e-mail to them saying "yo, I need this stuff by Tuesday morning at the latest" is going to be me being controlling or whatever."

I just kinda want to curl up and hide for a bit. Despite taking a trip this weekend, I feel really drained.

My father's wife lied to the government, saying my dad had no children, illegally acquiring his things.


I'm completely shocked.

Marcato wrote:Hit it with a crowbar and he could win the Jef and Paul Award for Excellence in Shopping Centers.

Just kidding! the crowbar breaks.

Need Runes4 wrote:My father's wife lied to the government, saying my dad had no children, illegally acquiring his things.


I'm completely shocked.

do you have any way to show your birth certificate to whoever officiates that sort of thing? because that would be a really easy way to prove that she lied.

Well, just got back from the eye doc

I gotta go 2 weeks without contact lenses, and I only have my 8 year old glasses with which I can't see anything.
Sigh.

I woke up early for a class, feeling like death even though I went to bed early.
My father shouted at me to get up with an insulting tone while I was already up, then went back to bed.
Get ready to leave, notice the layer of frost on my car. Turn it on and let it warm up. It doesn't melt and I don't own a windshield scratcher thing yet so I get back inside and ask my father where his is.
He takes his sweet time to get downstairs, tells me he doesn't know, gives me the key to the garage where it might be. I can't find it, now I'm officially late and I still can't see a thing through my windshield. Decide to skip the first hour of class. Father gets offended and calls me a moron. What do you suggest, genius? Blind driving on the highway at peak hour?
I tried doing the exercises we most likely would have done in class. Some didn't work and even if I did have enough self confidence to just ask the teacher to explain them to me I'd just feel undeserving since I didn't go to his class.
I can't wait for my car to be covered in one meter of snow every day so I have to wake up at 5AM.

RikuKyuutu wrote:

Need Runes4 wrote:My father's wife lied to the government, saying my dad had no children, illegally acquiring his things.


I'm completely shocked.

do you have any way to show your birth certificate to whoever officiates that sort of thing? because that would be a really easy way to prove that she lied.

Well yeah, we have a lawyer who's looking into the case right now. She's going to get what's coming to her.

Im flat fucking broke.

My job decided it would be a good idea to give me no hours tgis week. None.
Nill.
They also decided that it would be an excellebt idea not to train me for the ahifys people moat often give away; Fitting rooms and Cash.

i wasnt sure where to out this because it more stresses me out that pisses me off but god fucking damnit I'm just so fed up with how I get treated there.
The new people that wehired fkr christmas are all in highschool and getting 20+ hourd a week.
I cant afford my bills and the only reason I even have food in the house is because my aunt bought me 100 bucks worth of groceries.

My paychecks Have been just over a hundred bucks the last few pays which dosnt even cover my rent, let alone my Share of the powe and my cellphone bill.

I just dont know what to do, AZ, because right now I wanna curl up and die
I dont even think I'll be able to affod my birth control this month.




Tl;dr im broke and shit is fuckibg horrible

For some reason I'm not enrolled in a class until December 5th? Nope. No way in hell UoP. You're the ones who told me if I'm out of class for more than four weeks that my student loan will lapse and the clock starts ticking.

Getting real tired of this school's shit.

German customs if you hold that package any longer I'll teleport there and beat you all up

Threat of the Year. Every year.

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