AWKWARD ZOMBIE

I need to install a client to do my homework. What's that? I can't install the client in the specified drive?

YOU WON'T FREAKING LET ME INSTALL IT ANYWHERE ELSE

DOG FREAKING GONE IT WINDOWS 8

I bodaciously. bodaciously. am NOT ALLOWED TO DO MY HOMEWORK

This whole week has just been fucking ridiculous. I'm still having to deal with the stress of how my schedule is going to play out, specifically saturday, because they keep fucking scheduling me for the one day I told them I'd like to have off. Assholes at work are also starting to pop up and I'm starting to get the same shit I get in the military. If I stand up for myself, I'm an asshole and get yelled at. If I don't, my coworkers get to walk all over me and generally be dicks to me at all times. It puts stress on me which makes it where I make stupid goddamn mistakes. None of them are big, I just make a bunch of them. I want to get along and be friends with my coworkers, but I can't because I fuck up and they take notice.

What's worse is it's effecting my school. Stressing over m schedule means I can't stress over school, which allows me to succeed. I get two tests back this week and they're both mid 70's. I don't know what hope I'm meant to have. My perception class is especially bad since I've become "that guy" where every goddamn thing I say, even if it's out of ignorance because I'm there to fucking LEARN, is looked upon like I'm some idiot. I can't raise my hand to answer questions. I can't ask questions. I can't interact with the professor. What the fuck do I do? Seriously, what?

No matter what I do, I have it backlash, and the universe keeps yelling directly into my ear that everything would be just fine if I weren't a part of the system, that me having an influence is this gigantic pain in the booty for everyone. Being suicidal is one thing, but this is fucking ridiculous, the universe doesn't want me dead, it wants me to have never fucking existed at all.

Okay youtube, what the fuck did you do?
Why are half my subscriptions gone?

Fuck I just slept through my psychology class by an hour.
I'll have to hope they didn't take attendance via polling today.

Ugh why do I suck at school

Nonono
It sucks at helping you.


Alternatively, because school tends to be a fairly rigid, impersonal institution that some people aren't geared for.

New highs reached as I cry from worry and stress in the bus after seeing the old place where I used to do theatre, prompting me to wonder if I'm doing the right things in life.

I'll so angry at my roommates right now I can't even form a coherent thought.
That does it, when this lease is up I'm moving out. They can deal with their own problems. They can have another scapegoat. They can shift all of their anger to another poor soul.

Goddamnit. I get an email saying te SI Session for my programming class had moved to a different time and room.

When I got there, it sure as hell wasn't my class in the room. Now I've missed the discussion period because of some mismanaged bullshit.

Lotharu wrote:I'll so angry at my roommates right now I can't even form a coherent thought.
That does it, when this lease is up I'm moving out. They can deal with their own problems. They can have another scapegoat. They can shift all of their anger to another poor soul.

I'm sorry that you had to deal with it to get to this point, but good for you for actually resolving to get rid of the problem.

Lease is up next October.

Oh. Well, hopefully things won't be too intolerable in the mean time.

Just out of curiosity, why are you waiting for the lease to expire before moving out? Why not just move now, or kick them out and get new roommates if you are unable to break the lease?

My stupid alarm isn't working and hasn't worked for the last 3 days even after I changed its music. If my iPod deleted its music again I am going to SCREAM

Supaaku wrote:Just out of curiosity, why are you waiting for the lease to expire before moving out? Why not just move now, or kick them out and get new roommates if you are unable to break the lease?

yeah if the lease isn't in your name you can pretty much leave whenever you want. and if it is just throw them out and find new roomates, or ask to have them become heads and leave