AWKWARD ZOMBIE

trying to set up internet service at my house, but everything that will work is fucking closed except during the hours that I can't make it into the office
grrrr

Yesterday during cross country practice we were supposed to run as a group but the leaders were going so fast my lungs couldn't take it and I collapsed to the ground because I couldn't run anymore. They kept going albeit five people yelling at them to stop because I couldn't run. We were supposed to play a game after that but every time I even walked quickly my lungs burnt and I went into coughing fits so I had to sit out.

Can't watch Star Trek Into Darkness on DvD because for some reason there's some minor screen tearing when the camera pans. Almost unnoticeable but it's causing my eyes to hurt from unconsciously catching and trying to focus on it.

Have to make a HUGE study guide for a test that a) is really only a practice test for one we'll take later in the year and b) covers stuff that I mostly already know.

But nope, gotta write it all down because I was too dumb to start earlier. Ugh.

Today is the worst. I need a cigarette laced with hard core drugs.

Now my voice is a horse. Fucking neigh.

I think I have a cold
My throat was sore a few days ago and now I'm blowing my nose like crazy

Fall starts in 6 days why thef uck do I have a cold

I love my friends to death, but guys, seriously, I don't appreciate being called an idiot for playing Left4Dead badly when it was my first time.

Marcoto, if you can't punt a Hunter out of the air and kill it in one shot/be able to do a 25 damage pounce in the first few minutes then you should just quit video games forever.

Don't worry Marcato, you're not an idiot.

You're just hunter fodder, a Jockey's steed, a Tank's target, a Smoker's Lollipop, a Boomer's bucket, a Charger's... you know.

Marcato wrote:I love my friends to death, but guys, seriously, I don't appreciate being called an idiot for playing Left4Dead badly when it was my first time.

You wouldn't like playing Dota 2 online as a new player then. The memories still burn...

I 'm so swamped with drawings, I'm already dreaming that I'm drawing.

Not having a job or any internships is the biggest killer though, I have so much time I don't actually want to use it. I think if I would go to a different place to draw for a couple hours, as if I was going to a job, I'm sure I'd be able to accomplish much more. Not to mention I'd feel immensily better.
Maybe I can make an arrangement with roomie's mom or something until I'm able to get a real job...

luroberto wrote:Marcoto, if you can't punt a Hunter out of the air and kill it in one shot/be able to do a 25 damage pounce in the first few minutes then you should just quit video games forever.

Valbrandur wrote:Don't worry Marcato, you're not an idiot.

You're just hunter fodder, a Jockey's steed, a Tank's target, a Smoker's Lollipop, a Boomer's bucket, a Charger's... you know.

Misterme7 wrote:You wouldn't like playing Dota 2 online as a new player then. The memories still burn...

OK, see, here's what happened. We were playing Infection and my team was human for this round. We came across a watch tower and one of my friends very clearly said, "Hey, there are better guns up here!" I have absolutely no prior knowledge of guns or this game, so why shouldn't I believe that ALL of them are better guns. Everyone grabbed assault rifles and the like, and I grabbed a hunting rife. Hey, sweet! I like to snipe! And this way I can keep a good distance away from zombies! As we were leaving, one guy tripped and almost fell off the watch tower. He's hanging on to the railing and the screen just says, "HELP YOUR TEAMMATE". Well, I didn't know that he was hanging on to the ledge. To me the animation looked very similar similar to when someone is grabbed by a Smoker, and since EVERYONE ELSE WAS RUNNING DOWN THE TOWER AND NOT HELPING THE GUY, I assumed that was what was happening. I figured out what was going on and helped the guy, but we lost the match. And guess which newbie got blamed?

I'd say it's the asshole who fell off a ledge

I hate university

I hate the profs that are just there to make cheddar and teach nothing

I hate that people are treating me unfairly

I hate the predicament I am placed in by others

I hate that I want to learn and no one cares enough to want to teach me

I hate that people lie to me and make excuses to make me to go away

It's shit like that which keeps me from playing L4D2 outside of this one group of like 6 people I have. Every other person I've ever played with is way too hardcore serious about the game, to the point where I've been votekicked from about 10 servers for scoring the lowest despite not doing bad.