AWKWARD ZOMBIE

Hey, Mom, I'd love to pack my stuff up for college when we're leaving on SATURDAY, but I have nowhere to put this crap that won't be in the way. And half of this stuff you want me to go through isn't even mine, so stop getting mad about it.

My life isn't going very well right now, I'm being pushed in directions I don't want to go in and I'm not pop flyin' about a lot of things going on.

Whats even harder is that none of it is my fault, so I cant take the blame nor blame someone else without hurting their feelings.

I really wish I could make my back stop hurting.

Bah, I was super tired during my shift, and now I'm wide awake

People at work being dicks.

Brother being a dick.

Everybody's being a dick and my tolerance for dicks is wearing mighty thin.

I swear it was all I could do not to SHORYUKEN my brother through the ceiling yesterday.

i wish i could look up 30s/40s/50s music on youtube without seeing like a hundred "i'm a teen and i love this music xDDDD" "i wish women were still this classy!" "music back then was so romantic! nowadays people just sing about sex and violence!" kind of comments

That's not great Willow, sorry about your circumstances.

I'd try reason with your parents into not going to university and instead working. That way you earn cheddar for actual university tuition and have a year to improve your art.

Don't feel like other people are leaving you behind by going into further education immediately, just go when you can, no one will care if you're a few years older than most of the students.

a bloo bloo bloo I'm getting a cold

I slept in till 11:45 this morning, I now have a wicked headache and feel like shit.

The Willow Witch wrote:Aaaaah.

Maybe you can use your time at the university you're going to, and hopefully get some credits for basic classes you can transfer to somewhere else later. It sucks but I hope you can make the best of it somehow!

Man there's nothing like being at the bottom of the food chain with few if any people above you even trying to pretend you're their equal.

Also the keyboard on this laptop is atrocious I am not kidding the entire top row only works when it wants to, along with some other buttons. Halfway through typing this I gave up and dug around desperately searching my house for a second keyboard I could use to no avail, all in all these two or three sentences took like ten minutes to type.

Youtube isn't working for me and so I can't watch people play video games on the internet.
This is a most grievous offense against my person and my sensibilities.

My friends obviously don't care about me and think of me as a pain. I have extremely important and stress inducing stuff going on. I need sleep and rest. But heaven forbid anyone else actually pick up my other roommate. Heaven forbid my battery dies in my car and it is obviously MY fault that happened.
I have something EXTREMELY important to do in 11 hours. Instead of sleeping, I am waiting for roadside help to come and jump start my car, then waiting for it to charge, then picking up my roommate.
I only just finished a 6 day straight work week, and barely got any sleep during it.
But no, you go ahead and get mad at me because your socks got wet when you tried to jumpstart my car and it didn't work.
I've been having panic attacks about today for the past week. I'm extremely sore and it hurts to stand and move too much but you go ahead and keep thinking I'm faking it or making it seem worse than it is for attention or whatever, I'm only crying due to pain when I sit down.
And then run away for the night so I can't say any of this to your selfish face.

So some out of town anti-abortion group has trotted into the city and called us America's Auschwitz while holding a rally in front of the intolerance museum.

I am so angry I cannot even conceive any context in which my coming in contact with any of these people for the nine days they are here not ending with me in jail.

Looks like I better avoid the downtown area for the next few days.

They even call themselves 'Survivors of the abortion holocaust' I'm going to cut a bitch.

Someone just said pokemon 'has been ruined' due to using 3d models