AWKWARD ZOMBIE

i don't think i explained that well at all

Game Angel wrote:people who make a flood of new rp accounts for new series even before the first episode comes out, or right after the first episode, then never come back after a week
Like, sure, do what you want, I know how in the grand scheme of things it's not a big deal, but like why tho
(at least delete your account if all you did was make 5 posts yeesh)

A lot of people do it so that they can either sell the name to someone down the line, or take it up so "annoying fans" won't get their hands on them.

That is, if you're talking about Tumblr.

It's pretty stupid.

I cant sleep and i have to be up early auuugghhhh

Angered a friend by worrying too much about her. Was doing a good job of cheering her up (however slightly) until tonight and now I feel like a horrible person.

i keep thinking inanimate objects have feelings and i still feel guilty about getting rid of stuff that i got rid of months ago

i'm mad at myself for that

Ugh, I kinda do that too.

It's kind of a remnant of growing up and having to keep everything and appreciate it. Not having a lot of stuff meant you got attached to everything, and if you even suggested giving it up you got the third degree for wasted cheddar.

Then suddenly turn 12 and everything has to go and "why the hell do you still want to keep this crap?"

The worst feelings are when you got or kept something for a reason and never got around to doing it, so you kinda want to get rid of it because you know deep down that you aren't going to do it, but you also want to hold onto it because "then it'd be a waste"

I'd probably be a hoarder if I didn't slap myself in the face and demand to clean out my stuff ~yearly.

Kamak wrote: A lot of people do it so that they can either sell the name to someone down the line, or take it up so "annoying fans" won't get their hands on them.

That is, if you're talking about Tumblr.

It's pretty stupid.

the urls they pick are usually fairly unique though, it doesn't exactly seem to be done out of elitism.

Called in sick from work today and tomorrow. i feel gross but still kinda sad I won't be makin cheddar.

You know, I thought my parents actually understood that I'm not a Catholic anymore. I really did. The first time I told them, I looked them right in the eye, made daisies certain that they were paying attention to me, and processed the information entirely. I didn't care what my parents accepted about me except with religion. I thought they finally got it and I could have something for myself that matters in this town, where dreams go to die. But no, fuck that, can't even win my parent's understanding. I'm very upset and I'm crying right now. I haven't felt like this in months.

Insomnia!
I've gotten maybe an hour of sleep the past 3 days.
Ugh

Fallen into a state where I just don't have the motivation to do anything. I don't like it but I just don't feel like doing anything at all.

I decided to wear a sleeveless shirt to work to try and get some sun on my pale upper arms.

It was a success, in the same way that a rocket exploding in mid-air might still technically be considered to have launched successfully.

This might be one of the worst ideas I've ever had. Between my tan forearms, my red upper arms, and my white shoulders, my arms are straight-up neopolitan.

But think of all the stories you get to tell your friends.

I fell and almost killed myself.
Or at the very least almost became a writhing mess of pain and meat.

Had my dental filling today and the painkiller is wearing off so now my mouth hurts a lot