AWKWARD ZOMBIE

TheStranger wrote:

Vax wrote:

TheStranger wrote:I hate my life, I hate my stupid disorder, I hate that I feel like crap every day over the tiniest bullshit, I hate that I cant just fucking feel pop flyin' without immediatly dragging up all my problems like poking at an open wound. Its not like my problems are even that BIG, but the thought of having to deal with them makes me so naesous I can barely stand.

Stranger I really think you should look into getting professional help. And if you've tried it before I suggest maybe trying again because this is no way for anyone to live. You could be doing so much better with yourself if you tried to eliminate some of these problems. Some things can't be combated alone.

Working on it, I got something lined up, but there's some paperwork I need to get approved first

Glad to hear it man. I'm pullin for ya

6 hours in studio tomorrow

then come home and work on the project my group members couldn't be assed to do

sigh

Chopstix wrote:have you guys ever met a group of people and you just want to ruin their lives

Perhaps.

Yeili wrote:

Chopstix wrote:have you guys ever met a group of people and you just want to ruin their lives

Perhaps.

I guess. Is "everyone" a group?

I accidentally fell asleep from 8 to 1 and now I can't properly sleep. I have school tomorrow daisies you body.

Yeili wrote:

Chopstix wrote:have you guys ever met a group of people and you just want to ruin their lives

Perhaps.

Ew god this anchovy pizza tastes like fish I don't know what I expected.

I am not doing good today.
I gave up my birthday so my roommate could take her girlfriend to the zoo in another city for HER birthday. Then as soon as they get home for the party she started texting her ex, then left randomly to her parents. Just the other day she TOLD my roommate she wanted to get back together with her ex, so she was COMPLETELY justified in worrying that she was actually going to her ex's place, which is right near her parents'. GF freaked out and started fighting pretty much the rest of the day.
They broke up, I feel like it was my fault because I yelled at her gf at one point because I am tired of all the fighting.

Mainly I am upset because I spent all my birthday cheddar and spare cheddar buying them zoo tickets and gas cheddar and helping get her gift, then I spent the entire day alone waiting for them to come home, only for them to come home angry and then break up.

And no one seems to care that my birthday was just completely 100% ruined except for my ladyfriend which I didn't even tell her what I wanted to because of all this and I am just 10000% done.

Something that annoys me is lurkers. They make one post, most of the time an edit, and then go back to lurking. I just dislike it.

my mom's acting like she wants to kick me out of the house again

i don't fucking need this right now

Lotharu wrote:I am not doing good today.
I gave up my birthday so my roommate could take her girlfriend to the zoo in another city for HER birthday. Then as soon as they get home for the party she started texting her ex, then left randomly to her parents. Just the other day she TOLD my roommate she wanted to get back together with her ex, so she was COMPLETELY justified in worrying that she was actually going to her ex's place, which is right near her parents'. GF freaked out and started fighting pretty much the rest of the day.
They broke up, I feel like it was my fault because I yelled at her gf at one point because I am tired of all the fighting.

Mainly I am upset because I spent all my birthday cheddar and spare cheddar buying them zoo tickets and gas cheddar and helping get her gift, then I spent the entire day alone waiting for them to come home, only for them to come home angry and then break up.

And no one seems to care that my birthday was just completely 100% ruined except for my ladyfriend which I didn't even tell her what I wanted to because of all this and I am just 10000% done.

I think you need to seriously consider some Lotharu time. Your woes seem to be mainly caused by other people being incapable of keeping their shit together. Being a tiny bit selfish is healthy, dude.

Tell that lady friend you like her and next time your room mates want something out of you, tell them you're busy.

keegster2 wrote:Something that annoys me is lurkers. They make one post, most of the time an edit, and then go back to lurking. I just dislike it.

Keegster, I'd say that these people are the majority when it comes to webcomic forums. I think it's fine, though. They can do what they want.

When I told a friend of mine that I was considering on running for Parliamentarian of our class she just looked at me and said "No offense, but REALLY?" It's still very offending, maybe even more so because you tried to cover it up with that line! Especially when you say it with that tone, and then choose to elaborate on it. I know my grades aren't up to the school's standard of perfect, but I'm trying and they've gotten better! Besides, I help out a lot for our class, so I should have a position that allows me to have more say into it, and allow others to get their say in. Grades aren't everything!

Although, even as I type that I feel doubtful. I'm never good enough at grades for my parents or anyone else, so they've always been hindering what I want to do. Maybe I really am not responsible and cut out to do anything. This kind of thinking made me not try hard when I ran last year. daisies you self doubts!

Do it. Do it because you want to. Other people and their expectations can get stuffed.

Also, consider carefully who you call your friends. Friends are people who cheer you on, they aren't people who poo poo on your efforts..

online store I'm supposed to be marketing is doing poorly, so feeling p much like a failure

not really pissing me off more than just generally unhappy but whatever