AWKWARD ZOMBIE

how do you clean slippers? my mom won't tell me.

my internet connection has been terrible for nearly 2 weeks and i asked dad to help me fix it

all he did was yell at me and told me in the most condescending way possible that it's because i have my door closed all the time

i'm in a bad mood now and it's not going to stop

jesus fucking christ

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i have problems with anxiety and the idea that someone thinks that's because of my ego just really pisses me off

not really i hover my room sometimes but nobody really hovers anywhere else in the house unless somebody is coming over to be honest i think the problem is with the carpeted floors which are only on the stairs and upstairs lobby they've been there for over 20 years so i think it's going to take more...

someone actually pointed that out and then (i think the same person) went on some stupid rant about how you apparently swallow snot or other mucus everyday and they seriously couldn't understand how that was different at all

i was wondering why my feet are always so dirty even though i wash them whenever i can and then i realised it's the floors

i've only walked from the bathroom to my bedroom in my bare feet and they are covered in so much dust and pieces of carpet already it's ridiculous

remember how i said Brock from Cockfighting Society's christmas present for me hadn't arrived yet?

it arrived at his own house this morning.

it turns out he forgot to put the postcode on it.

well at least it isn't lost forever!

i wanted to buy Tuxedo Mask flowers for RUCKY day but i don't think they can be delivered to where he lives

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i have to go out tomorrow and i hate going out so fucking much