Things that make you sad.

[Vax]

Steal a Jet

[Kergan]

Sailor Moon has just been kicked out of her host family in another country, she's currently staying with a friend and I still have no idea what happenned, she's apparently coming back next week but hasn't explained anything yet, everytime I talk with her on skype she stays ten minutes, tells me she'll explain tomorrow and then goes away just like that, not even saying good bye. Worst thing is : I know there's probably a good explanation, like she has no internet, or is too busy trying to see how to get back, or simply she's just not feeling well due to all of that, but I can't shake the feeling that she just has better things to do than talk with me, and that makes me sad even though she's coming back soon. Worst thing is : I KNOW this is dumb. But there's still this little voice at the back of my head saying those things and I hate it ...


EDIT : Sorry guys, I was feelin' bad for a lot of reasons and I happened to blow off my steam here.

[Rinoko]

Four days in and work is already stressing me the fuck out. I pretty much have to learn how to do everything at Taco Bell(there's a LOT of stuff to learn), and according to the employee handbook, if they're not satisfied with my performance after 60 days, they're going to let me go. I feel like I'm just waiting to get fired when I don't get any practice making any of the food, all I get is people telling me what to put on it, and even then I can't remember what goes on most things, or even what they're called, even though I know I've made them 27 times already. And then people ask me to do things and I have to ask them at least 4 times to repeat themselves because I can't hear in this noisy booty restaurant and they use Taco Bell vernacular that I have no idea what the hell it means. On top of that, I'm supposed to do everything quickly and not hesitate, but there's procedures for everything and I have to do everything very specifically, and I feel like I can't do both things at once. And then people say I'm quiet and don't talk when I'm trying to concentrate and stay calm and not cry, because I really need this job badly.

[Dire]

Don't sweat it man, 60 days is two months. You'll get the hang of it, you only just started. Took one of my co-workers a month to get settled, she swore up and down that everyone hated her and she felt stupid and useless.

That wasn't the case at all, but she'd come from a department where she knew everything to one where she knew practically nothing and she felt frustrated with herself and completely drained for a good while. But now she's flying.

You'll get there.

[Nachalnik]

I keep thinking about suicide and self harm and I don't have anyone to talk to because Tuxedo Mask was my only friend and I don't know what to do without him

[Ersatz]

There are phonelines for exactly that. I think you're in Scotland? I found this one. Also take a look at this page.
Also remember that the forum is here and willing to listen.

[Sarducar]

Hello exams. Oh, you brought your friend anxiety too? Awesome.

[AngelicSongx]

I need to stay for another semester or two at my community college, so I can get all the credits that I need to transfer to this amazing university with an incredible 3D Animation program. This means I gotta stay home, though. I mean, on one hand, I don't gotta pay for my college too much because my parents are taking care of it and my books, but I just wish I could be more independent. My dad had a point when he was lecturing me though. I can't drive, and I want to go to a college 3 hours away where everything is spaced hella far away from each other? That'd be a horror to do on bike, even if there's public transportation.

I'm just upset at myself for not looking into the University's application requirements more. All of my classes, except for 1, corresponds to the necessary credit requirements that I should have if I want to go into their extremely good 3D Animation program. I am beginning to realize more and more that to be an adult it takes a lot of foresight, planning, and (of course) responsibility. These are the worst growing pains ever.

[Ersatz]

You could use those 1-2 semesters to learn how to drive. You'd be a lot less dependent if you have your own car and it'd be one thing you wouldn't have to worry about once you're at that uni.

[Vax]

That, or if you're against driving (which I don't blame you for if you are) it's important to learn about public transportation. It can make life so much easier for ya if you're unable to drive.

[Sarducar]

I've always been on the outside looking in. I straddle too many divides to fit in anywhere. I should feel sadder about this, but it only feels likw a lost what-could-have-been.

[The Nightman]

Everytime I try having a deep discussion with any of my friends they never take it seriously. They'll start talking about some stupid crap like senior trip or something. I guess I don't care too much that they do it, it just makes me feel like I'm the only one in my group of friends that worries about the future and stuff. Which is something I've noticed lately...I spend a lot of time thinking about the future and not focusing on the present at all.

An example is the other day the topic of gas prices being lower got brought up and they talked about how they loved that they could fill their tank with $25 and I mentioned that the prices are nice but that the process of fracking is really dangerous to the environment and they were just like "oh well".

[Nachalnik]

i really wish i was dead

i don't want to believe any of this is happening

i just want him back so badly

[Sarducar]

My brother might be into a nasty drug. I don't know what to do about it. Hiw am I even supposed to know what to do? He needs to get hia life together.

[Vax]

You could let your parents know. Does he still live at home, or do they not have much contact with him?