AWKWARD ZOMBIE

That's rough man, I'm sorry. You're always welcome to express your feelings here, even if its just using the forum as an online diary. It can help just to have a place to vent.

Thanks a lot
I feel better now, thanks for listening to me. And don't worry, I don't use the forum as my online diary, I just tend to lurk a lot, but I'm never really gone for long x)

Hey, guess whose friends didn't invite him to go to the football game with them when he would've gone if he'd known anyone else was going?

Thanks guys.

I'm finally getting around to reading all the Harry Potter books (I've read up to the 4th one before, but stopped and that's been long enough ago that I just decided to reread all of them.) I'm about halfway through the Order of the Phoenix right now and for some reason these books are just depressing me. I've seen the movies before so I know who dies and stuff, but reading lets me get to know the characters better and now I just dread reading it anymore because I know what's going to happen.

I honestly think it might cause me to have a panic attack or something. It's making me sad.

Okay but book 5 is the worst one so it's no wonder you're getting sad on this one in particular.

TurboPunz wrote:I can go for a really long time ignoring how I feel about an important thing in my life and then it hits me like a ton of incredibly disappointed bricks and I sit there wallowing for a good day or so before I can actually function on more than an autonomous level.

We've entered the wallowing stage.

Also wow this wallowing is lasting an awful long time I have felt like shit for five days and it will not get any better. Not entirely sure how long I'm going to be able to keep up pretending to be pop flyin' all the time.

I haven't been answering my mom's phone calls because I'm trying to figure out how to tell her about my atheism. And now my family thinks I'm a rude, inconsiderate jerk when I'm bodaciously too scared to talk to her.

It might mitigate their reaction if you tell them you're agnostic instead.

That would be untruthful. And in any case, it's too late now, I told them. My dad is currently giving me absolute shit about it.

WHEEEEEEE

(Agnosticism is goooooood. Also, apatheism)

Seriously though, good luck Marcato. Are they faithul to the point that they'll give you shit for a long time ?

mom had to have our old dog put down

Kergan wrote:(Agnosticism is goooooood. Also, apatheism)

Seriously though, good luck Marcato. Are they faithul to the point that they'll give you shit for a long time ?

Yeah, they probably will. They'll probably treat me like a child and maybe do something like try to take away my 3DS(because my mom hates video games and I KNOW that's what she's going to blame) or my computer.

I'm really starting to miss Tuxedo Mask. But at least he'll be back soon.

My paternal grandmother is in the hospital for heart problems and she isnt doing well.

Marcato wrote:Yeah, they probably will. They'll probably treat me like a child and maybe do something like try to take away my 3DS(because my mom hates video games and I KNOW that's what she's going to blame) or my computer.

Oh, yeah. Videogames are made by Satan, as every good catholic would tell you. Seriously, he must have some kind of underground factory to produce this much videogames.

TheStranger wrote:My paternal grandmother is in the hospital for heart problems and she isnt doing well.

Ouch :/
I hope she'll be okay ...

I just want to be done with school. I don't care anymore. I'm done. I'm tired of all this bullshit.