AWKWARD ZOMBIE

I found out today that one of my friends isn't going to be coming back to school. It wasn't particularly surprising news, but it still made me sad.

The older I get the more I realize I'll never be able to take care of myself because of how bad my disabilities are.

Chronic depression, anxiety, severe Sensory Processing Disorder, and possible ADD, autism, and PTSD. I fucking hate myself so much I'm a giant fucking mess I just want to die already but I can't it hurts so much

edit: i had said adhd but actually it's possible ADD I'm nowhere near hyperactive

edit2: I really regret making this post.

Winchester wrote:The older I get the more I realize I'll never be able to take care of myself because of how bad my disabilities are.

Chronic depression, anxiety, severe Sensory Processing Disorder, and possible ADHD, autism, and PTSD. I fucking hate myself so much I'm a giant fucking mess I just want to die already but I can't it hurts so much

I share most of your disabilities so I know the feeling. I wish I could saay it gets better, but... well. You have to take it a day at a time.

I feel like I don't have anything special about me. I don't even have much of a presence here, just a lot of garbage posts. Every time I try to put effort into a personal project I lose interest in a few days.

You have a presence here. You like to say inflammatory things and for some reason people think you're being serious.

Barabba wrote:I feel like I don't have anything special about me. I don't even have much of a presence here, just a lot of garbage posts. Every time I try to put effort into a personal project I lose interest in a few days.

Are you me? Because you just took that straight from my brain

can't find any cheap hotels for Tuxedo Mask to stay in so it looks like he can only visit for 2-3 days instead of a week or more like we hoped

Found an art program which looks very interesting, but I can't get it to run.

i miss the days where the piss you off thread was the minties thread.
idk it just made me nostalgia hard and made me a little sad.
carry on.

I hung out with some friends of mine, most of them girls, and we made dinner. They started talking about how every guy in my apartment complex is hot and started "claiming" them or whatever. And then one of my female friends made a joking comment to me when everyone else left about how I didn't do that much to help cook or clean. The reasons for this were that I had never cooked with some of the ingredients we used and I didn't want to screw up the meal, and there were already two people cleaning everyone's dishes afterwards. All of this made me kinda sad because it made me feel like girls don't really like me as anything more than a friend because I don't really have many useful skills.

Marcato wrote:I hung out with some friends of mine, most of them girls, and we made dinner. They started talking about how every guy in my apartment complex is hot and started "claiming" them or whatever. And then one of my female friends made a joking comment to me when everyone else left about how I didn't do that much to help cook or clean. The reasons for this were that I had never cooked with some of the ingredients we used and I didn't want to screw up the meal, and there were already two people cleaning everyone's dishes afterwards. All of this made me kinda sad because it made me feel like girls don't really like me as anything more than a friend because I don't really have many useful skills.

if you want a girl you either gotta be what they want (ha) or find another girl

truly a bitch to find out what kind of wants a girl has, we're all different

Crisp has gone home.
Abloo bloo bloo

sad because Tuxedo Mask lives really far away

D-vid wrote:Crisp has gone home.
Abloo bloo bloo

Crisps fuckign converter wont fit her laptop

and Crisp is now in canada. She dosnt belong here.


silent sobbing

I feel like maybe I can be too loud and annoying sometimes and my friends just don't want to say anything.