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i miss my shitty ex again

Zanoushe wrote:I don't think anyone does. When my grandpa died I was kind of numb for the first few days. I only really started being upset after it had sunk in.

When my grandmother died, I didnt really react until after the funeral when I was standing in front of her tombstone

I only really had a small outburst when my dad was in hospital (when they said the part of his brain that was him was dead). I had another bout halfway through the semester.

i don't think i'm a very good girlfriend sometimes

My grandpa passed away a few minutes ago.

My condolences, Cori.

TheStranger wrote:

Zanoushe wrote:I don't think anyone does. When my grandpa died I was kind of numb for the first few days. I only really started being upset after it had sunk in.

When my grandmother died, I didnt really react until after the funeral when I was standing in front of her tombstone

This exactly.

Same with my great grandma. I just didnt really get it until she was being lowered down. its a terrible feeling..

I'm sorry for your familys loss, Saint.

cat passed away

she's 19, a little older than me. she's still breathing but she's pretty much gone.

she was a good cat.

I don't know how I'm going to react when my cat dies. She's an indoor cat and is only four, so hopefully it won't be any time soon, but one of her littermates has already passed away (though to be fair, as he was an outdoor cat and I have no idea how he died, it could have been an accident).

On top of how awful this New Year's Eve party is, I haven't heard back from the lady I've been talking to. I hope I didn't say something wrong, I can't imagine what it would have been.

So, I didn't go home for christmas/thanksgiving this year and now i was doing okay until now. Like a major depression hit me because I'm just sitting here alone until midnight. Kinda just makes me realize i don't have a lot of friends or people to just go to when im super alone.

I had a wonderful, wonderful night. But roomie woke up and is now annoying me.

I have to leave Tuxedo Mask's place in the US today and fly home to the UK. I really, really wish I didn't have to; I'm sitting up thinking about it and waiting for him to wake up so we can have a little more time before I need to go. It's always magical when we can be together but it's never for more than a week or two, and then it's over... It was two years between visits this time. I really hope we can cut it down this time... maybe make it just a year? Maybe?

I think I'm going to bawl my eyes out at the airport when we say goodbye. Again.

I know how you feel. Kayleigh and I only had a day together and we both cried our eyes out when I had to return. At least it will probably not be as long until we can see each other again.

I'm not sure if I can finish this battleship raid without getting soldiers killed and I'm too attached to this collection of pixels.