AWKWARD ZOMBIE

He's not even acknowledging me I feel fucking awful

Aaaaand triple post
I found a dead fly in my mac and cheese




this has not been a good day

Ew, that's gross.

At least I found out his parents were just making him work

But yeah it was disgusting

So a repost on reddit is now one of the most upvoted posts of all time
OP even commented on it himself saying it was stolen

This makes me sad okay

So I found out today one of my worst fears had come to pass. Our chihuahua had a litter of puppies (she's getting fixed now that we're going to have more cheddar finishing off the mortgage) and we tried to make sure they would go to good homes.
Well, one of the pups in the first litter went to a dialysis tech at the clinic my mom goes to. He said he would pay us in bits, and it took him six months to do so. We found out exactly why today from one of our friends, a dialysis nurse.

A few weeks after they got the puppy, the mans wife stepped on him and killed him.

He felt he shouldn't have to had to pay us for the dog hence him dragging his feet. That's not what upset me though, these puppies trusted us to give them good homes. We fucking sent one of them to his death.

I pretty much had an anxiety attack then and there when he was done telling us.

To make it even worse, we'd ask about how Sam was doing, and the guy who is the tech was telling us all these stories and how he was best friends with his four year old and Sam was just so pop flyin'. He's been feeding us lies about this since January since he didn't have the balls to tell us what happened.

Oh my god. That's horrible. That guy is terrible for making you believe that.

I am weary of life. Nothing I achieve brings me the satisfaction I hope for. I dont want another 40 years of this.

Remaking FFXIII for the Super Nintendo or Playstation seems like it'll be haaaaarrrd.

I died in the first day of Batman Mafia from the serial killer and I was in the mafia.

I like to stay positive but some days I can't help but think I'm a miserable fool whose life is just a succession of fuck-ups.

Dont worry, I know its natural for people to pretend theyre the main characters of the story, but really, we're ALL just tiny bit players living a series of fuck ups passing as a life. If a day goes by without getting evicted or getting everything cancer, thats a win.

That... wasn't the most comforting thing I've ever read.

There's something to be said about being thankful for what you have, though.

I think the way you look at life is disgusting, Stranger. Your post reminded me that moping around is dangerous as it gives birth to such nonsensical points of view.
I'm important. I'm great. My life is gonna rock.