AWKWARD ZOMBIE

Had to accept the fact that the tabletop RPG campaign I was planning to GM is just flat-out never happening. My friends are just too busy and they have more important shit going on. I get it, I'm just disappointed because I was way hyped for the thing.

I think I'm depressed again. My doctor said the generic meds might not work as well as the name-brand, so maybe I could blame it on that. Of course, it could just be that they're working fine and I'm just bound to get depressed every now and then, just less often.

Beforehand I was sad because I couldn't work up the courage to talk about something I really needed to talk about with someone. I don't know why I'm so terrible at opening up sometimes.

oh geez

when you realize someone made a pony version of every good song you ever heard

Wow Nachal that was a pretty somber video

But even worse are some of the fucking comments jesus christ

I haven't heard from my beau about a thin I emailed her about.

Feeling sad about all that, for some reason. Probably the fact we haven't talked properly in ages.

I don't think there is a single thing that I don't fuck up at

I can't even play a video game and not be terrible

Prof. Winchester wrote:I can't even play a video game and not be terrible

Quick see if you can get a low score on this game!

Is there supposed to be a joke because I don't understand

It's a game where no one cares about far you can get, but how fast you can die. It should be perfect for you!

Are you trying to be funny

Because it's not working

I like how I can get upset over something, then blow it way out of proportion and get mad at myself for being so overemotional, which just adds to how upset I already am.

Then it gets worse when I start feeling like I shouldn't have been upset in the first place. It's one big self-destructive cycle I can't get out of.

Prof. Winchester wrote:Are you trying to be funny

Because it's not working

No one should ever try to be funny in the "Things that make you sad." thread.
Go on, play the unicorn game!

Ummmm.... OKAYYY...

ANYWAY:

I just finished the game Dear Esther from the new humble indie bundle. I have to admit, that game made me shed a few tears. It was a very sad game.

i blew it with this girl

no prom date for me
and holidaying by myself, hooray