AWKWARD ZOMBIE

Is that why you've been acting so cold toward me, Trygve?

Malum wrote:Not really sure where I should put this, But i need to get this out
I really like someone, but i know they would never like me back. It sucks.

Story of my life.

Sleauxbreaux wrote:Is that why you've been acting so cold toward me, Trygve?

I was afraid you weren't used to heat as you weren't a mumbo jumbo voodoo man.

I still wait for proof that you can handle me.

Trygve, you know no other forumite has the kind, gentle touch I can offer, and sometimes that's exactly what you need. Just admit it.

Bah, if I needed some pansy's wimpy touch, I'd go to Spoony.

I mean, he is the weakest there is.

But isn't that exactly what you do?

No, I never call on him. He just pops up. But then I throw him away as if he was a cheap whore.

daisies you, Spoony! You've thwarted me again!

Now, I need someone who'll be ruff with me oh wait I got Snarf for that.

Trygve wrote:Now, I need someone who'll be ruff with me oh wait I got Snarf for that.

No, you're thinking of

I forgive people too often and too easily. I can't help it.
And I curse too frequently.

I don't necessarily believe in a god or deity, but I believe in fate or destiny to a degree - in the sense that things 'were destined to happen' and/or that nothing could have been done to prevent them...

...it's kinda difficult to define, but sometimes I get a feeling/sense that an occurrence has a deeper significance than its face value - and that occurrence requires me to act upon it - like I'm being challenged by fate/destiny/the universe itself.

It's a really weird feeling when it happens.


Also, I feel emotionally 'grey' a lot of the time - like I'm in stuck in neutral.

I feel like this almost all the time when I'm around human beings, but the brief glimpse of an animal - even something like a tiny ant, spider or bumblebee - immediately and involuntarily brings a smile to my face as a flicker of happiness creeps into my soul.

I sometimes wonder how it is that I became so disenchanted with human beings - and why I feel so much more at ease with animals; I'm not even sure if I was born this way or if it's something that I've learned.

I don't hate human beings, I don't have problems understanding them and their motivations - and I certainly don't fear them, it's just... I don't feel like I belong among them.

It's another one of those inexplicable feelings - and I just can't shake it off.

DoNotDelete wrote:I don't necessarily believe in a god or deity, but I believe in fate or destiny to a degree - in the sense that things 'were destined to happen' and/or that nothing could have been done to prevent them...

Do you believe everything is predetermined or only some things