Confessions

[Chloemew]

On a similar note I will never ever watch a horror movie deliberately even if it is schlocky or "not actually scary". Because while everyone is laughing at how fake that mangled corpse looks, I am quietly crying, going "Oh God oh God there's so much blood SO MUCH BLOOD OH GOD OH GOD"

I'm like that as well. I'm always very wary when I watch movies rated 15 if I'm unaware of what it is they're rated 15 for since I'm ridiculously squeamish, so I spend half the movie looking away/closing my eyes just in case there's a gory/disturbing bit. If it's rated 15 for just a bit of crude humour and nudity then I can handle that, but I don't like to watch movies with that rating for violence/gore. I outright avoid and refuse to watch 18s because I'm that much of a wuss. I like silly, pop flyin' films. :<

In a similar vein, I much prefer animated movies over live-action ones. Whenever I see an animated movie advertised it's almost always guaranteed to grab my attention and I will want to still see it regardless of whether it looks like it'll be a good movie or not (although I do have some standards).

[Exeres]

Live Grenade's sig picture reminds me of this guy from another forum who was so stuck up and condescending that I wished I could punch him in the dick.

LG's okay though.

[Lotharu]

I am very bad about posting, I'll type up really long posts only to discard the whole thing because it may be taken the wrong way, and other times I couldn't care less and just post away, but mainly the first one. This is my third attempt at posting in this thread, each time completely different over something else.
I love getting into arguments sometimes just for the heck of it, and will even take a side I believe the opposite of just to argue.
Occasionally I will start something, realize I was wrong, then keep going, even though I try my best to admit when I am wrong, I just naturally keep going.
I will say some off-hand comment, and will explain it as I go as if I thought it through inside and out before I said it. I really hate that habit for some reason.
I try my best to think about women just by their personality or attitude, but will sometimes find myself finding someone attractive before knowing anything about them, which sounds normal, but I just cannot wrap my head around how relationships start this way.
I am too methodical most of the time, but sometimes I am too random or reckless for seemingly no reason

[Kiyske]

I actually want Dark Magician Girl to be a real person, not a card

Probably going to regret asking this, but why? Aren't you engaged?

[Cori]

I hate using public restrooms, unless it's for washing my hands. I hate automatic flush toilets.

I am very paranoid, and have an active imagination. When I'm moving around at night, sometimes I imagine that demons and monsters are waiting past the door or around the corner.

I don't care if I fail my math class anymore. I'm sick of it and I can't stop falling asleep in my classes.

I get envious of other people's art when it's better than mine. On the other hand, I enjoy looking at art that's worse than mine, because it makes me feel good about myself.

Sometimes I feel like hating my parents.

I am ashamed of my appearance.

I like the taste of my own blood.

People at my school make me angry enough to want to do violent things. But I don't do anything, and when I get home I get in trouble for being in a bad mood.

I wish I could live in my fantasies. The state of this world disgusts me.

I feel like I'm losing my passion for everything. Nothing really gets me fired up anymore. I'm just drifting along without trying to make a difference in my life, and that attitude makes me angry with myself. But I simply don't care enough to try to change things.

[Valbrandur]

I am ashamed of my appearance.

If it makes you feel better, I think you look great.

[Syobon]

I feel like I'm losing my passion for everything. Nothing really gets me fired up anymore. I'm just drifting along without trying to make a difference in my life, and that attitude makes me angry with myself. But I simply don't care enough to try to change things.

This. So much. Recently it's been going better because my life has been pretty good, and I try to keep challenging myself so much that pure stress and adrenaline keep me going. It's kind of a subconscious thing, I always skip classes, never study and postpone projects until the last possible second, without even wanting(probably also my maybe having ADHD). But I must admit the thrill of a death line that seems impossible to meet makes me feel alive man. I also enjoy doing semi-extreme sports for that reason.

Now this is something I've never told anyone, not even my trusted friends: one time, when I was about 13 years old I think, I attempted suicide(a real sloppy attempt, but none the less). My only reasons being: not wanting to study for my exams, not seeing the point of life and wondering what the afterlife is like. I often wonder what shrinks would say about me, but my surroundings don't suspect anything and I don't want to burden them. I'm better now though, just living life for the heck of it and also for gaining a fear of death.

[Explotaro]

I actually want Dark Magician Girl to be a real person, not a card

Probably going to regret asking this, but why? Aren't you engaged?

Fanservice. And yes I am

DMG + Fiancee

[Riku]

I broke a kid's arm a few years back. He never told anyone because he was afraid of anyone finding out he had gotten into a fight with a girl.
All because I was mad that he took my little sister's backpack. Well, there was some other unrelated stuff that had made the whole day crap. But yeah. Last time I got into a fight.

[Syobon]

I broke a kid's arm a few years back. He never told anyone because he was afraid of anyone finding out he had gotten into a fight with a girl.
All because I was mad that he took my little sister's backpack. Well, there was some other unrelated stuff that had made the whole day crap. But yeah. Last time I got into a fight.

In spirit of this thread: my first reaction was "awesome".

[Lotharu]

All I could think of was Ender's Game

[Riku]

Dude, shit's painful. I feel bad for doing that.

And what about Ender's Game?

[Lotharu]

Ender flipped this one kid across a shuttle and broke his arm. Just reminded me of that.

[Syobon]

Dude, shit's painful. I feel bad for doing that.

I know, that's why I felt bad for thinking that.

[Kalekemo]

Lemme see:

I have ADHD and I let it rule my life sometimes
I have issues controlling the volume of my voice
I have anger issues
I've never asked anyone out in person
I still have feelings for my ex
I spend 90% of my day daydreaming
My first crush was the actress who played Alex in "The Secret World of Alex Mack"

And to top it off:

I couldn't care less about finding a career for the future, my main focus in life is to get married and become a father.

To me, a career is just a means to an end