Confessions

[Sollix]

Having not even the slightest success in job hunting so far made me kind of apathic, and in return I'm not having much willpower to continue applying as strongly as I should, which leaves me more apathic again, and so on. It's a bad spiral I can't break out, and this started to lead that I can feel this old denseness of my depressions creeping back to me. I'm catching myself very often lately thinking bad things again - too often.

I'm guessing I'm not as strong as I thought and I need pills again. I could tell more easily if it's really just feeling pooped of the situation or a serious problem if I'd get a positive response from an employer.

Are you me? Because thats an accurate description of how my life currently feels.

[scebboaliwiw]

I seem to have a stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid phobia of filling out information in a real life setting.
I have no idea why this is at all but when I'm required to fill out some of my information I just panic and freeze up and stop thinking. I forget even the most basic things like what the date is or even how to spell it and sometimes my body will even shake. It's not even like I'm afraid that somehow someone knowing this information will put me in danger, I'm just afraid of doing it because. This is why I'm often afraid to do anything even slightly "official", I worry that I'm going to have to fill something out and just hope to myself that either they'll only ask for very little, basic things, or that it won't matter if I just write... anything.

[Barabba]

One of my favorite things is when someone takes pictures while committing a crime.

[The Willow Witch]

One of my favorite things to do is to stay up late at night watching any sort of animated movie or cartoon.

It just makes me feel so fulfilled.

[Turbro]

It's like the exact opposite of Saturday morning cartoons.

[Cori]

I don't like Homestar Runner. I don't think it's funny.

[Turbro]

You're not allowed to use the internet anymore. Hand over your card.

Kidding, but Homestar shaped my sense of humor so much it just kinda floors me when people don't like it

[Madican]

Didn't like it back in elementary school, don't like it now.

[Virtuxa]

I secretly hope making fanart of one of my idols, who doesn't have an insane lot of followers on twitter, will get him to see it and maybe even say words directed at me.
I am pathetic.

[Valbrandur]

When I am doing something I find boring, whether it's a boring chore or a part of my job, I tend to hum "Chim Chim Cheree" from Mary Poppins which puts me in a light mood about it.

[SaintCrazy]

I'm think I'm starting to eat more in snacks than in meals. Bluh

[Blitz Walrus]

isn't it better to eat numerous smaller meals throughout the day than a couple large ones?

[Madican]

Not really. It's the combined calories that matter the most.

[Cori]

By my understanding, several small meals throughout the day help keep your metabolism chugging at a steady rate.

[D-vid]

Not even that. It might at best help you not get hungry if the time between eating is not too far spread.