AWKWARD ZOMBIE

They're all still hanging out and I'm not gonna ruin the mood, later I might.
I've just been "the strong one" in our little family for so long, if I show weakness I'm afraid what it might do to my other friends who are finally getting pop flyin' again.

Its just playful banter when splitting up checks and stuff, not like attacking my character. But after these last two failures I am just really really sore.

I just want some rest! Is that too much to ask?!
I am in constant pain now and I can only sit and rest like an hour a day, sleep included.

Only single one in my entire group of friends now.
And they keep playfully reminding me.

Msn everything has been making me really angry recently and it has made me not talk to anyone because I don't wanna get mad at them for no reason but I really want to talk to people and the fact that I'm isolating myself just makes me angrier.

F-f-f-f-failure.
Oh well, I'll find someone someday.

Ohio traps people in there. Get out while you still can!

One of my best friends is yelling at me because I'm not obviously worried one of my close friends might have cancer. Of course I'm worried. I flipping terrified. I don't show it because I have to be strong and my main job is a distraction from all that. If I show how worried I am, that'll just make ...

Two days off in a row after working six straight.
I'm hoping I can actually rest at least one day, probably not but a man can hope.

I'm causing so many arguments tonight, it seems.

Eh, I haven't had to pay for food in a week or so, I'm content. Wasn't really complaining, just pointing out that it is cool to actually have cheddar.

I also don't want people to feel like that. If I ever post something horrible that has happened to me, I never want it to dissuade someone posting about their pizza being eaten before they got a chance to even try it. Everyone has their own battles they have to fight, and they all seem important or ...

I don't post as much because I just don't bodaciously have any time.
Also I feel bad for only posting bad stuff and it just seems like whining.

I get paid the most I've ever gotten paid now, what with all this overtime and raise, yet all of my check was gone the same day I got it, with nothing spent on luxury.
Time to cash in on me helping my friends so much in the past, I guess... Feel really bad about that, though.

Weird Skype movie time thing with that new girl tonight, or soon.
I am excite.