AWKWARD ZOMBIE

I honestly hate it when people touch me, I think its a phobia I've inherited from my mom. But whenever people get to touchy around me I get very adgitated and unconfortable. Like hugs and stuff I'm okay with but if somone were to put there hand on my shoulder or continusly try to touch me I want to ...

welp today was sort of horrible.

I was supost to get a surgery so I could have a cyst removed from my vagina. The first doctor I went to found it ,but the second one couldnt. Now I have to go get an ultra sound.

I hate people touching me. Now I'm all agitated and stuff and it hurts down thar.

fuck I've had the worst headacke in the past few days, and it has nothing to do with how much water I drink because I've been drinking all day.

Just ow ow ow ow ow its a pulcing headacke and I hate it because it hurts so much.

Aaaaa my surgery for my cyst is in less then 3 days aaaaaaaaa

I don't want needles in my vagina ;n;

http://www.xfire.com/live_video/heartwielder/

Zang is streaming agaaaaaain.

This time there will be dicks ... I promice

http://www.livestream.com/heartwielder?t=369823

Zang is streaming Oblivion and wants people to watch besides me.

SO GO

GO WATCH

IT WILL BE ENTERTAINING

there may or man not be dicks

Weeee its my premeir day for the movie I am in.... also Canada day... weeeeee!

Meds cant fix my problems with people dude, also I dont belive in taking anti deppressents or stuff like that. I think it just fucks you up more. But eh if it ever comes up that I have some really screwed up mental problems I maaaaaay need to get that checked out.

So uuh, been having some bad disputes with my dad latly, even though its been happening all my life. Its just getting to me now when it shouldnt. He just makes me feel worthless and a failure.

Weeeee deppression and anxiety.

Why cant I get a fucking break.

Oh god my lungs.

I am now in phyiscal pain every time I press the next page arrow.

Where the hell do you people find these comics?

Finally done all of my exams.

FUCK YEAH.

Zang I told you it looked good, but its just the eyes that stare forward forever thats a problem. Also I did painting and stuff http://fc03.deviantart.net/fs70/i/2011/176/9/8/dragon_cape_by_thewillowwitch-d3jztxl.png and I updated a crazy lot on my deviant art, so if anyone wants to see a bunch of s...

WHY DONT YOU EVER AWNSER MY CALLS