AWKWARD ZOMBIE

god fucking daisies it I wish someone could help me

I am having a anxiety attack, I cant stop the pain.

It hurts it hurts so fucking much I cant stop or control it I just want to vomit and cry forever

god fucking daisies it please someone help me

I have math with my ex, which isnt as bad because at least he has no reason to talk to me or even LOOK at me during it.

And its better then getting stuck with him in art class WHICH I AM NEXT SEMESTER AAAAAA

oh well.

You guys wish you could dress as fabulusly as I can.

Went to renaissance festival dressed up as this... thing. It was a lot of fun.

http://th04.deviantart.net/fs71/PRE/i/2011/244/6/4/mermaid_by_thewillowwitch-d48jkep.png So I ended up tracing and transfuring the mermaid sketch onto watercolour paper and painted it. I'm sort of satisfyed on how it came out. Though I might be re doing the same picture in diffrent medias to see ho...

I feel like shit. Because the doctor didnt give me a lot of infomation besides DONT TOUCH IT I dont know if I can masterbate or even have sex ever again. I hate that people ditch me as soon as I want to talk about my problems, and some people think I'm trying to fight with them over it when I just w...

Not touching myself is the cure.

Okay thanks guys for all the critiqing, I'm gunna try to re draw the girl (even though I cant find any reffs)

daisies it why is it so hard to find reffrences for specific poses.

Thanks for the pointers though guys~

So after waiting a couple of months, 3 doctor apointments and a ultra sound I find out I dont have a cyst, but I have a angry angry gland in my vagina that hates me for masterbating. SO GUSS WHAT I CANT DO FROM NOW ON. Good News - I don't have a cyst Bad news - I probably cant masterbate for either...

AZ QUICK, please tell me if there is anything wrong with this. I didnt use a reffrence and I think I may have gotten the anatonamy wonky.

I sort of grew up knowing how everything worked. Because my mom had a big pop-up book on babys and on how they were made, I had so much fun playing with it.

I also watched a lot of Austin Powers, and crappy 80's movies that ALWAYS had a sex scene.

I totally helped.

Guys

can we like

not veiw rape as a form of a joke?

Rape is bad

mmmmkay?

I hate this, I hate how all my old irl freinds never talk to me anymore and then EXPECT me to be at there bec and call about things in there life. Why the fuck should they expect me to do anything for them when they are just going to fucking hate storm me because of what I have done. I've just... lo...

So uh, me and my friends just had a AMV Hell-athon today and it actully made me want to get back into watching anime again. I kind of perfure animes that dont go +50 episodes and have good plots and stuff. I've kind of conducted a list of animes I'm thinking to watch soon. chobits, Hellsing, Akira, ...